Tuesday, March 9, 2010

9 Mar

4 more days left and i will get to see my MOMMY!!
hahahahaaa.. I cant wait!!

LA here I come!!!!
Mommy here I come!!!
hahahahhaa


Disneyland, Outlet for shopping and MAKAN!!!
I have so many choices nehhh..
Little tokyo .. YUM YUM~
so wanna have japanese food!
SEAFOOD!!! hahahaa..

I hate ADA. I hate everyone here!
I just wanna leave here ASAP!
Please god let me got the exchange program to NY!!
PLEASE... >_<

I hate myself.
I hate everyone here.
I just wanna get rid of this feelings.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

27 Feb

Saturday...
hehehe
...

no homework for today!!
no study!

Had a great chat with xian last night and jiang4 in the morning..
I miss them soooo much...
I love them!!

It was worth it to wake up in the morning.
I miss them so much that you have no idea how bad was it.
LOVE~

Work a little bit at the cafe today.
Facebook-ing and watching movie all day..
It was GREAT!! hahahaaa...

Thursday, February 25, 2010

25 Feb

Wooppp... Panda Chun birthday!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY birthday ooo...
you are now 20!! grown up hor..
panda chun ---> coolman ong.. lols..

Happy birthday!!

oh ya, called jue.
I kinda miss her a little bit too.. hahhaa
oh well....
3.5 years more neh...

talked to xian a little bit this morning..
hahahahaaa...
feel so sweet whenever I talk to her...
i love you XIAN!!!

Qiao Ee got a overall CGPA4.0
Not bad!
yea!! go sissy!!
Panda one A too. Not bad ya!! hahahaa

I wonder hows everything going on in Malaysia.
I miss everyone. lols.

I miss SOMEONE here too.. lols..
oh well... he left.
I have no regrets either. lols.

A paper due tomorrow.
gotta start writing!!

one more goal: lose weight before my mom come see me ya! hahahhaha...
gym at 730 tonight!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

24 Feb

Finally I had a confirmation dat my mom is coming to US for spring break!!
I cant wait to see her!!
LOVE YOU!!
hahahhaahhahaa....

Busy with homework and exams and quizzes..
OMGG.. those are really killing me!!!

LA LA LA... yohuuu~

I want MAMA!!!
hahahhaaaa...

2nd day without seeing you around.
Miss you already....
I really really like you...
It just if we weren't meant to be together...
You will always be in my heart.
LOVE you~

Homework dues.... ughh..

Monday, February 22, 2010

22 Feb

OMGGGGGG...
I couldnt say anything when he told me that he is leaving tomorrow.
I cant believe I actually cried.
Seriously, I was gonna just walked away coz dats like too much for that very moment.
I couldnt believe dat if was gonan be dat fast.
i mean when he said I might be leaving tomorrow.
I was frozen and I said nothing.
He was like did you hear what I am saying coz apparently I was having my ipod on.
but still I can listen to him CLEARLY okay.
Just I was like ... 傻掉。。

Then I started to be so upset, depressed and I cried.
I cant believe that it was gonna be dat soon.
I mean TOMORROW?!!?!
For real!?!??! OMGGGGGG~

Today sucks because I aint havin the mood.
SUCKS!!

Went to say BYE but everything turned out BAD.
It just sucks! ughhh...
I hate it...
But at least....
AT LEAST....
I will never regret that I didn't say goodbye.

I will miss him for sure.
That's all I can say.
BYEBYE...DA.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

21 Feb

I am done with HIM.
Saw him with his new date.
Got hurt so bad at that very moment.

Because I knew what's next and I am so upset.
I so wanna just walk away and cry loudly.

I wonder I should have admit.
Or no matter what it won't change anything either.
No feelings no talk, not no money no talk.

Oh well, I am kinda want him to leave but I knew that I will be missing him in a few weeks.
It's not that easy for me have a new "life".

However I know what I am doing and what I have to do now.
I just need some time.
Probably after this semester will be fine.

I seriously changed a lot and I wouldn't say that I am still who am I but I have been through a lot.
Life is different.
I have to move on.
Still having a great relationship with my mom, keep in touch with my sissy and bestie.
I guess the only thing I missed so bad is FOOD.
lols.
I mean I am just so MALAYSIAN CHINESE sometimes.
But still I eat a lot. lols.
That's why I gained so much weight.

Hopefully my mom will come meet me for the spring break.
I cant wait to leave here.
But the first thing to do is: LOSE weight!!!
hahahahahahaaa....

oh well, I cried a little in my heart today.
But is wasn't that bad.
A little bit of EMO-ing will do. lols

I knew I cared so much sometimes.
Even people dont give a shit about it.
I am not innocent just the way I am raised.
Not because I am naive, it just I want life to be simple.

也许这就是做人的定律,每个人都曾经辉煌过,无论是三个星期,三个月或是三十年.
再疯狂的事,只有那么一次的曾经,就已足够.
而爱情的定律是, 在你还没找到对的人之前, 那只会是你一生里一部分的喜怒哀乐.
好好爱你爱的人,不让自己有那么一点点地后悔.

20 Feb

Woke up so early and I felt so tired.
Need to take a shower coz I will be leaving to the city right after work.
Talk to my mom about the exchange program.
Kinda like want to go to Hawaii but..
nah... I need to try for a better school.

Work was OKAY.
best part was thr trip to the city.
OMGGG!!
just a little bit of shopping..
SAD CASE ahh..

shiki Japanese Hibachi was AWESOME!!
My god!! SO YUMMY!!
Am so stuffed.
Thanks to Josh, Chad and Linh.
hahahahaa...
Food was so awesomeeeee!! Love it!

Watch 2 movies in a roll after I came back.
Alvin and the chipmunks 2 and The proposal.
Niceee..

Again I felt so in love.
My god!!
Concentrate GIRL!! hahahahaaa..
Nice day but am so tired.
went to bed at 300.. WALAO!