27 Feb

Saturday...
hehehe
...

no homework for today!!
no study!

Had a great chat with xian last night and jiang4 in the morning..
I miss them soooo much...
I love them!!

It was worth it to wake up in the morning.
I miss them so much that you have no idea how bad was it.
LOVE~

Work a little bit at the cafe today.
Facebook-ing and watching movie all day..
It was GREAT!! hahahaaa...

25 Feb

Wooppp... Panda Chun birthday!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY birthday ooo...
you are now 20!! grown up hor..
panda chun ---> coolman ong.. lols..

Happy birthday!!

oh ya, called jue.
I kinda miss her a little bit too.. hahhaa
oh well....
3.5 years more neh...

talked to xian a little bit this morning..
hahahahaaa...
feel so sweet whenever I talk to her...
i love you XIAN!!!

Qiao Ee got a overall CGPA4.0
Not bad!
yea!! go sissy!!
Panda one A too. Not bad ya!! hahahaa

I wonder hows everything going on in Malaysia.
I miss everyone. lols.

I miss SOMEONE here too.. lols..
oh well... he left.
I have no regrets either. lols.

A paper due tomorrow.
gotta start writing!!

one more goal: lose weight before my mom come see me ya! hahahhaha...
gym at 730 tonight!

24 Feb

Finally I had a confirmation dat my mom is coming to US for spring break!!
I cant wait to see her!!
LOVE YOU!!
hahahhaahhahaa....

Busy with homework and exams and quizzes..
OMGG.. those are really killing me!!!

LA LA LA... yohuuu~

I want MAMA!!!
hahahhaaaa...

2nd day without seeing you around.
Miss you already....
I really really like you...
It just if we weren't meant to be together...
You will always be in my heart.
LOVE you~

Homework dues.... ughh..

22 Feb

OMGGGGGG...
I couldnt say anything when he told me that he is leaving tomorrow.
I cant believe I actually cried.
Seriously, I was gonna just walked away coz dats like too much for that very moment.
I couldnt believe dat if was gonan be dat fast.
i mean when he said I might be leaving tomorrow.
I was frozen and I said nothing.
He was like did you hear what I am saying coz apparently I was having my ipod on.
but still I can listen to him CLEARLY okay.
Just I was like ... 傻掉。。

Then I started to be so upset, depressed and I cried.
I cant believe that it was gonna be dat soon.
I mean TOMORROW?!!?!
For real!?!??! OMGGGGGG~

Today sucks because I aint havin the mood.
SUCKS!!

Went to say BYE but everything turned out BAD.
It just sucks! ughhh...
I hate it...
But at least....
AT LEAST....
I will never regret that I didn't say goodbye.

I will miss him for sure.
That's all I can say.
BYEBYE...DA.

21 Feb

I am done with HIM.
Saw him with his new date.
Got hurt so bad at that very moment.

Because I knew what's next and I am so upset.
I so wanna just walk away and cry loudly.

I wonder I should have admit.
Or no matter what it won't change anything either.
No feelings no talk, not no money no talk.

Oh well, I am kinda want him to leave but I knew that I will be missing him in a few weeks.
It's not that easy for me have a new "life".

However I know what I am doing and what I have to do now.
I just need some time.
Probably after this semester will be fine.

I seriously changed a lot and I wouldn't say that I am still who am I but I have been through a lot.
Life is different.
I have to move on.
Still having a great relationship with my mom, keep in touch with my sissy and bestie.
I guess the only thing I missed so bad is FOOD.
lols.
I mean I am just so MALAYSIAN CHINESE sometimes.
But still I eat a lot. lols.
That's why I gained so much weight.

Hopefully my mom will come meet me for the spring break.
I cant wait to leave here.
But the first thing to do is: LOSE weight!!!
hahahahahahaaa....

oh well, I cried a little in my heart today.
But is wasn't that bad.
A little bit of EMO-ing will do. lols

I knew I cared so much sometimes.
Even people dont give a shit about it.
I am not innocent just the way I am raised.
Not because I am naive, it just I want life to be simple.

也许这就是做人的定律,每个人都曾经辉煌过,无论是三个星期,三个月或是三十年.
再疯狂的事,只有那么一次的曾经,就已足够.
而爱情的定律是, 在你还没找到对的人之前, 那只会是你一生里一部分的喜怒哀乐.
好好爱你爱的人,不让自己有那么一点点地后悔.

20 Feb

Woke up so early and I felt so tired.
Need to take a shower coz I will be leaving to the city right after work.
Talk to my mom about the exchange program.
Kinda like want to go to Hawaii but..
nah... I need to try for a better school.

Work was OKAY.
best part was thr trip to the city.
OMGGG!!
just a little bit of shopping..
SAD CASE ahh..

shiki Japanese Hibachi was AWESOME!!
My god!! SO YUMMY!!
Am so stuffed.
Thanks to Josh, Chad and Linh.
hahahahaa...
Food was so awesomeeeee!! Love it!

Watch 2 movies in a roll after I came back.
Alvin and the chipmunks 2 and The proposal.
Niceee..

Again I felt so in love.
My god!!
Concentrate GIRL!! hahahahaaa..
Nice day but am so tired.
went to bed at 300.. WALAO!

Once again! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI XIAN!!!
Love you always.
You are my BABY~
I love you!!!

I was like so directionless before,
but now, for you and me, and wendy,
I am back to the right path.
I know what to do or I should say,
I know what am I dong RIGHT NOW.
no more FANTASY!

Asian Dinner was awesome!
lols Japanese Sushi, Nepali MOMO, curry chicken, fried balls and potato pickles, Vietnamese chicken and sticky rice. OMGGGGGG... India Dessert was kinda not bad too.
Food was awesome and I was so stuffed!


My first day to get a little bit tipsy,
some smirnoff and beer didn't really knock me down.
Just socializing and trying to have some fun.
Never ever get drunk or drink like DRUNKERS.
Met some stupid guys. Chad's friends. OMGG...
they think they are so smart but THEY are NOT!!
Especially the fat bold guy, Justin. OMG!!
Cant believe that he said he has photographic memory with names
and still couldn't remember Riste's names after he said for like a
hundred times. So oversmart!

oh well, whatever.
I like smirnoff coz it tasted just like lemonade but beer..
No way I will have it ANYMOre!
just nooooooooooooooooo.............. I hate it!!

Mariano was drunk... thank god I wasn't.
Just kinda dizzy a little bit but I don't looked drunk at all which surprised EVERYONE.

Went to BED late ... >_<

16 Feb

I met him at Cafe.
A Hi and How are you are expected.. but something really funny did happened.
lols.
He asked about the backpack ... opps...
I LIED!!! hahahahahahahaa...

Oh well, at least I knew that he got the package.
That's enough.
So happy though I told him that it wasn't from me and he BELIEVED.
hahahahaha!

I really gonna miss this BIG GUY!
He is a NICE friend!
For some reason, I would love to transfer to Tennesse.
hahahahhaa..
Just kidding.. lols.

Thinking of applying for exhange program for a semester.
As you know, Ada SUCKS!

My List:
New York
Texas
Maryland
Minnesota
Tennesse
Alabama
Haiwaii

WOW... I wish! hahahaa..
I will see. lols.

Papers and Exams are driving me crazy now.
And still 2 jobs with a total of 26 hours a week.
I am getting tired.
Probably because i feel like I am losing something...
I have no directions now.
What should I do?
LOST ~
poor me like a lost little puppy! lols

Last Home Game tomorrow and I am so gonna WATCH it!
Go tigers!

14 Feb

My Family
Chinese Food (reunion dinner!)
My Angpao!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!
yea~ so happy!!!

and it's Valentine's day!!
so sweeeeet!!

PLus it is snowing!!!
WOW... lols

no plans for today but still am happy it's special for me.
Though Ada SUCKS!

Had some chinese dinner last night.
It was so oooo oooo good! hahaha

Happy Chinese New Year EVERYONE!

For my friends!!

Happy Valentines!

10 Feb

Friends are leaving. Oh well.. like usual..
I was supposed to get use to it..

CNY .. miss home!
done with chem and acct first exam...
one more trig next week and a long paper due!
ughhh.. oh well..

drawing something cute! hahaha
i love you my friend!

to EVERYONE!
My favorite song: WHatchaaaa Sayyy!

[Chorus]
Wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
Only tryin' to please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should of treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
How, could I live with myself
Knowing that I let our love go (love go)
And ooh, when I do with one chance
I just gotta let you know
I know what I did wasn't clever
But me and you were meant to be together

[Hook]
So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
Girl, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cuz things ain't right, girl
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I don't want you to leave me
Though you caught me cheatin'
Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said)
I really need you in my life
Cause things ain't right

[Hook]
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you
So baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Mmmm that it's all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say)
Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

6 Feb

I cant believe we lost by two points!! UGHHHH...
I hate them.. but it was a really exciting games..
NO 24!! DANG!!! so yeng for some reason!!
plus 23 played!! hahaha.. love it!!
my god!!! super cute norrr!!

my day was okay.. hohoho!!
just.. ummm... CHEM and ACCT next week. DANG!!
what to do!?!?!
I want basketball games....
I so wanna play... but then i DONT KNOW how!!

Miss my friends.... CNY is just around the corner..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! hahaasss..