31 July

My sis, Jue send me something I love the most.. hahaha
Cool right? hahaaa.
I wished I had a kitty plane.
I love travel a lot....

Oh, I went to meet Tai and his mother this morning.
Just HI.. hehe ....
He was like asking me to go with him to another town as he and his mother will be going.
Sorry, I forgot the name. ...
I said NO. hehe..
Sorry to be a mean, I just don't go out with guys alone.
Exception to my best friends.

I chat with Wei Yang Bro.
I do miss him. He is one of my best best friend..
He always makes me smile and happy.. hahaha (clown)
He is 18 now... So envy.. hahahaaa.
because I am still 17 and I can buy phone or I have to be minor all the time.
Blekx...
I wished him HAPPY birthday... Sorry I can't get you a present...
But I will bring you something when I come back. haha
Okay, the funny thing he said he asked if anyone here 'chasing' me... hahhaa
Please my bro, IMPOSSIBLE okay!! hahahaaa.....
hahahahahahahahhahahahahahaaaa...
I am not pretty, sexy or look smart... SO??
And am DIFFERENT here.. okay!?!
I knew it well.... but he is like why NO?
IDK... xP

OKay.. WHat happened today gonna FREAK you out!
I went swimming with 2 guys and 1 girl.
Clay, Txxxxxxxxx and Abi.
He knocked at my room and asked if I want to join them for swimming ...
I just said YES because I have to make some friends...
and I love swimming though don't swim that well.. hahha
Clay didn't really annoyed me because he likes Preeti not me so I don't have to worry.
We just say HI when we meet.. or ... we JUST friends..

They dive, they jump from the board but I just stay in the water.
Clay was like, come.. just jump...
I said No, I can;t swim...
Then he said, don't worry, I can rescue you..
MY god.. so funny...
I will not let myself drown even once. So, NO way.. hahaaa.

He went into the water and pulled my foot.
GOD.. I almost screamed. Thank god he knew like I don't like it so he stop fooling.
Umm.. the black guy.. Txxxx... I can't spell his name... hehe..
He is fun though,, not like flirty guys..
3 of them just chat and I just listen.
Sometimes their accents are a bit different so I can hardly understand their conversations.
Still in LEARNING process. hahahaaa...
Abi is cute...hahaha... we both can swim just not that well.. hahaha..
They don't swim that much just sitting on the ground and chat.
The sun is like so hot.. because we went at1630...
I applied strong UV protection sunscreen but it's still burning my skin.
I enjoyed though. I love playing in the water..... And it's much better to just stay in the room doing nothing all day long.

HE asked me like what alcohol do Msia have?
I was like IDK..
OKay, the reason why is because I don't drink okay?
So, I won't know right? Does this make any sense? YES
Then he asked like what do I do during free time in Malaysia.\
I was like nothing.. because I am CO member.
I played intruments and I have to practice all the time.
(Although it's not really true because 60% of CO time is for documenting but I don't have to tell him that detailed so.. WHATEVER..)

then, he asked like don't you like hang out with your friends, sleepovers...oh boyfriend?
I just shooked my head..
He is like he can't believe it and asked: you never had a boyfriend? NO
why? you shy? I Guess So.. >_<
you never kiss a guy? NO
you don't drink? NO
then what do you do everyday?? JUST go for practice..
haha.. he must be like freaking out. IDK..

Ohh... something I have to talk about is like the swimming wears...
Girls and ladies used to wear bikini here..
I was like so AWKWARD wearing a full-cover swimming suits.
So embarrassing.. BUT i have no choice..
I don't have sexy body.. I can't right?

we left at 1800..... then we went to Braum's for dinner.
I got a grilled chicken sandwich. OMG.. It's tasted so good..
I LOVE IT.. It's much more better than the chicken sandwich at the cafeteria.
hahahaaaaa.......BUt it costed me a bit too much too. $3.59 for one.
OKAY.. here is AMERICA, and I can't expect them to have burgers for RM3.59..
Thank god I don't eat out all the time, or else I gonna be a broke.. hahahaa..

Oh, we talked about the final grades..
Clay got 3.5
Abi 3.0
Txxxx. He is away so he didn't tell us..
when they knew I got 4.0, they are like wow.. you're a smart girl.
Didi you take the honor program?
I said NO. I don't if i am eligible.
They said: Yes you do! 3.5 is the minimum requirement.
WOW.. I think I gonna go for that.. coz when I graduate, I gonna have honor degree.. haha
not bachelor degree.. wow.. that's great!!
hahahahhahahahaha

I have FUN today. Thanks you guys!! ^^

I received a notice that there gonna be pest conrol spray tomorrow at 0830.
And I will have to pack all my things into my lugagges or bags.
Closets and countertops should be clear and so the floor area.
I was like WHAT??
Then where am I gonna put my things?!?!?
On the BED..
I hate packing.. I took 3 hours to pack all my things and clean the room..
I am so damn TIRED...

I chat with Qiao Ee after finish packing my things.
Although we knew each other after I graduate and we didn't talk much but we are best friends now.
hahhaaa..
I don't know why but just she is good and nice.
I am glad to know her. ^^

Waiting for someone... he gonna go for a hair cut and I can't wait to see. hahahaha
I have to sleep right now... Need to wake up at 0700 tomorrow..
TIRED day~

30 July

I woke up at 1200 again.
I am so damn sleepy...
Thank god I don't have classes today.

I went to Vision Bank to renew my card this afternoon.
And I waited the ride for an hour.
Thank god it's raining today or else I gonna cry.
I really can't stand the heat outside.

ohh.. I chat with chee kang this morning.
He's going back home.
H1N1.. be careful....

My final grade is confirmed.
GPA: 4!!! hahahahahaaaaaa.. YES!!!

Last day swimming this summer.
Pool will be closed until 17 Aug.
>_<

My lunch and dinner.. Sigh.. Instant Noodles again.. xP

29 July

My Final Exam for HUM is over.
The total marks for that paper is 100.
And he gave us additional bonus questions which worth 10 points.
Which means if you got 80 for the paper and 5 for the bonus questions then you gonna get 85 for final exam.
Preeti got 95 for her final but still an A.

I got 110 for my final!!!!!
YES!!! hahahaaaa.. I am so damn happy!!!
I just couldn't believe it!!!

My comments are like:
GOOD! Very nice response!! 25/25
EXCELLENT 25/25
Good! I like the moon connection! 25/25
Right! the compass metaphor also has a sexual connotation (the poem connects the sexual and spiritual aspects of love. 25/25
Great response! 10/10 (extra points!)
Grade: 100 + 10 = 110 A+

Yes!!! hahhaaa.. I think I can get A for my Humanity too.
Coz this is just part of the total marks.
The other parts are like:
Participation: 20/20 (full attendance, never late, listen intentively and never fall asleep in class)
7 Blog responses: 35/35 (Answers in short paragraphs)
Extra credit: 5/5
Assignment 1: 11/15 (4 pages length answers)
Assignment 2: 14/15 (6 pages length answers)
Then for Final: 100/100 (4 BIG questions), 10/10(extra credits! for 3 questions)
So, I guess like I will get 195 out of 185. I wish too!!

OH I am so happy I got A+ for my final!! Arr.....
hahahahahhahahahahahahahhahaha
If I get A for Humanity, then I will got 4.0 GPA for this summer!!
hahaha..
I wish!!!
arrr..... I am so happy with my finals!!!!

Mommy, you gonna treat me to China Buffet.. hahahha..
YES!!! I love you!!! HAHHAAA

Oh, I woke up at 1200 today.
I have no class kay, no point to wake up early..
And yet I am so tired because I've been study like mad for the exams.

I have noodles for lunch.
Sausage can and bread at 1700...

Instant noodles for dinner.
I have nothing else to eat. SIGH~

I walk to Walgreen today.
20 minutes walk from ECU.
I bought a bottle of milk and a slipper.

hahahahaaaaaa......
SWT....
Everything's like expensive...

Today's my dad birthday.
I call him at 0830 (MSIA time)...
Wish him happy birthday.. But who knows..
He said: I am in the meeting now. Talk to you later.
xP ... SWT lor...

I received a statement from the hospital.
EMERG ROOM 359.50
AMBULANCE 774.50
AMBUL/PHARMACY 60.50
PROF FEES-E/R 176.00
total: $1370.50
Can you believe that??
OMG... So expensive..
Thank god the insurance I bought covered all the expenses.

I am so boring...
I haven't talk to anyone today. >_<

28 July

Today's Preeti last day in ECU.
She will be leaving at 1700.

WE both woke up at 1030 as we slept at 0300 this morning.
I finish my Final paper this morning and she is busy packing her things.
We go for China buffet for lunch.

OH... god..
She has 2 full plate of rice...
I have 1.5 .. hahaaaa...
We enjoy the food, it's great!! hahaaa..

We are back to the dorm at 1400.
And guess what I did.
I helped her to dye her hair.
Black ---- become ---- Brown.
You will never believe that.. hahahaaa...

I straightened my hair. hahaaaa..
DO you think I gonna look good? hahahaaa...
I won't tell you.
you will see later.. hahaaa..

Her brother is here at 1630 and we went for dinner together at The Jack In The Box.
We have chicken sandwiches and diet coke.
... ... ... ...

Oh I miss her already.
It's just for 5 hours and I miss her.
I am alone in the room now.

I went swimming alone today.
I used to swim which is not true (I am playing in the water) for 1 hour.
But now I just swim for 20 minutes.
My god!! I feel so lonely!!
Sigh.... I miss her.
She is my first and only friend here.

>_<

I chat with her through msn when she is back to Texas.
She is complaining that her brother is against her for the texting plan.
Hahaaaa. Her brother complaints a lot.. hahahah

For me, I have to get an AT&T phone.
I have to.
It's life and death. hahaha

I finished all my papers today!!
YEAH!!! Happy Holiday!!!

The Notebook

My last night with Preeti.
We watched a movie together.
The Notebook, A romance movie.

In a nursing home, an elderly man reads a love story from his notebook to a female patient.
A love story about Noah and Allie.
The best part is Noah wrote her 365 letters in year but her mother kept it away from her.
Allie cried months and months for him.
They knew they both was not over.
After 7 years, Allie met her fiance, Hammond.
They both met when Allie worked as a nurse at the army camp.
"Would you go out with me?", the same thing he said to her which reminds her Noah who said that to her when they first met.
Though she loves her fiancee but she always see Noah when she's with him.

Noah saw Allie and her fiancee 'kissing' in the restaurant so he left, he's depressed again.
A week before the wedding, Allie saw Noah at the newspaper, selling his dream house.
She went to him and they are in 'LOVE' again. They are back.
Hammond found out when Allie's father told him about Noah.
Allie went and confess with Hammond who is angry but admits that he still loves her.

The film goes back to the elderly couple, and old man asks Allie who she chose.
She soon realizes the answer herself; young Allie appears at Noah's doorstep, having left Hammond at the hotel and chosen Noah. They embrace in reunion.
Elderly Allie suddenly remembers her past but originally finding out about her illness.

She had herself written their story in the notebook with the instructions for Noah to "Read this to me, and I'll come back to you." But soon Allie relapses, losing her memories of Noah yet again.
Every time when she loses her memory, he will always read him the story from his notebook all over again.

Back to modern-day, the elderly man's families member came to visit him and her.
She couldn't remember any of them.
Well, Noah starts reading her the story again.
Their children asked their father, Noah to go home.
But he said Allie is his life and everything here is his home.
His sweetheart, Allie is everything for him.
He insist to stay at the nursing home and read her their story everyday.
But whenever she losing her memories, he breaks down because it's too difficult for Noah to watch.
And the end of the story, they died peacefully holding each other hands.
He went to see him at the late night before they die and she remembers again.
Love took them AWAY but together.

I cried, it's like so touching .... though there are too much kissing part.
They loved each other so much.. Sobx.
I wished I met a guy like Noah too.
It's one of the best movie I ever had.
LovE ..

27 July

I have my SOC test this morning.
I was like so nervous but I feel like so relief after the test end.
OMG.. you can't believe this..
The questions are like so difficult and I am the last one who finish the test.
This is my final exam and I take it seriously.
I triple-checked my answers and make sure I wrote the correct answers before I hand in my paper.

Thank God it's over.
I got my results at 1200.
Hahaaaaaa......
Doctor Bentel added me as friends in my space and send me the grades.
HUlalalallala...

This message is from him..

Subject: Good Job

Body:

With your final exam and extra credit you earned an A for the class.

Thanks for taking the class, keep in touch!

-BB

YES!! YES!! YES!! YES!! YES!!! ahahahahhaha..
Hurrraaaayyyyy!!!
I couldn't believe that I got an A for sociology!!
OH YEESSSSSS!!!!
hahahahahahaaaaahahaaa.
I am so happy!! hahahahaaaaaa......

Thank god!!! Hurrraaayyyy!!!
hahahahaaaa.
Now I left my HUM final exam.
It will be an assignment paper that worth 100 points..
Due date WED.
Gambate YIN!!

SHIT man, I am so excited and I couldn't even concentrate doing my things.
YES!! hahahaaaa ahhahahahaaa..
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahaaaaa...

Went to Walmart today.
Bought some tuna cans and breads for the 1st week of holiday.
As I won't be able to get any food at the cafeteria so.. hahaaa..
I try not to have instant noodles every meals.
^^ OMG.. I am so happy with my sociology GRADE... YES!!! wahahahaaaa

My last Paper: HUM ... Gambate!!!

26 July

It's a rainy day. I LOVE it!!!!! hahaaaa..
The weather is cool and I feel good!! hahaa

STUDY DAY!!..
Lecture Topics:
Family and Marriage
Divorce
Religions and the sociologists' approaches
Church and sect
Magic
Deviance
Crime

Textbook topics:
Love, Arranged marriage and the Indian Social Structure
Shared Paternity
Domestic Networks
The Emotional Geography of Work and Family Life
Hanging Tongues
The McDonald's System
Job on the Line
Religious Community and American Individualism
Faith at Work
From Amish Society
Jihad vs McWorld
Modernization's Challenge to Traditional Values
Grassroots Activism
Greenpeace and Political Globalism
Old Age as a Time of New Opportunities
An Alternative to Globalization

Can you believe that I have to study that much for the final exam??
This is so crazy..
I am dying in America. hahaaaaa...

The professor took 2 weeks to cover all the topics.
For e textbook topics, he won't discuss in class, we have to study by our own self.
SHIT lo!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I don't think I can get 95 for the final in order to get an A.
HAIZ..

But after the final exam, I will be free for 2 weeks.
hahaaaa.. HOLIDAYS!!! school closed.
I can't wait for e holidays!! hahahaaaa....

OKAY.. I will have to get back to my BOOKS.. hahaaa..
SOC VS HUM...

25 July

It's Saturday!! It should be a fun weekend but... I have my final exam on Monday.
I will have to study for e whole day.
Boring weekend.

I think Clay came and knocked at our door.
I think it's more than 5 times.
The first time is in the morning and later at 1100.
Then around 1500 and twice during night time.
OMG.. just so... haiz...
It just, she is the one who decide things, not me.
SO I guess I just do my studies and don't care about it.

Tai emailed me.
I didn't online so we didn't chat for the whole day.
He thought I am mad at him and said sorry.
My god!! I am not OKAY!!!
I am just busy with my studies..
This little kid... HAIYO....

从今天起，谁都不去想不去管。。
只要笑一笑，我什么都不用烦。。。

The only thing I concern!!
EXAM!!.. arrrrrrr.........

24 July

I saw R this morning..
then W during lunch...
NO feelings.. hahaaaa

Okay, I am so happy today.
I got my letter from housing and resident.
My fall resident hall will be PESAGI HALL!!
Yes!!!! hahaaaa.
Room 449C and roommate will be Devan Dickerson.
Hurray!!! hahahaaaaaa

Clay is back from military training today.
He is wearing a bullet proof jacket and he asked me to kick on his chest.
I said NO.. then he said he will asked his friend to kick him.
He will show it to me.
Okay.. lor.. as long as He don't ask me to kick him.
hahahhaaaaa.
his friends are like so shocked when they saw me..
No me okay.. He likes preeti, he just wanna see her.
He saw me and just wanna ask about her..

then later we went to see Preeti.
SOMETHING did happen..
just i don't want to say it here.
Preeti said sorry to him because she is leaving and she just want to apologize to be mean.
.... ....

Tai told me that he and his mother will be here next friday.
And asked me to just meet him.
And he said he THINK his mom wants to meet me too..
OKAY lor...
As long as he won't ask me to go out with him.
I will never say yes.

Headache dealing with KID...

About the guy I loved...
I think I will forget him and moved on with my new life.
It's like waiting for nothing and just being so dumb for all the time.
I am tired missing him.
I do really really likes him.
He is my first love. It just hurt me too much.
So sorry... I can bare with the pain anymore.
LoV3 YoU by3~

23 July

Soc Class - Review day..
The quiz is like so difficult.
I can't even answer most of it.
Damn it!!
I don't think I can get 95 in order to get an A.
SHIT!!!!

I met Sanyae today.
He was like:
Oh, you should make friends..
What you gonna do when Preeti left?
1 is lonely number...
Haiz.. I said I know, I will.
hahahaaa..
I wish I can make more friends too..
Just... I am too shy I guess.. hahahaaaa..

Doing my notes and preparing for my final exams..
Haiz....
There are so many difficult topics..
I don't think I can finish it by this sunday..
oH goD!! Please help me!!

Preeti will moved out on the 28th. Haiz...
I will be alone then...
having instant noodles everyday as school and cafeteria will be close.
Instant noodles here are not that nice.
Not that expensive though, $o.20 for each packet.
I wanted to have better food but because:
1. I don't have fridge
2. I can't eat out everyday
3. Instant noodles is cheaper
4. I can't walk under the sun for an hour to reach the restaurants

HAIZ...

I miss him a lot...
I wonder how is he now??

22 July

I woke up at 0930 today.
So sleepy... Just feel kinda lazy to go to class.
I skip my breakfast again.

SOC class is fun today.
We watched movies about fat people and a guy having 30 days of MC Donald Diet.
God man!!! 3 meals of Mc Donalds per day..
BURGERs.. Fries... Soft drinks..
And sometimes those are SUPERSIZE..
Sizes: small, medium, large, extra large, supersize...
can you imagine that??
Oh no!!!
Become obese okay!?!
I hate burgers now!!! hahahaaaa....

Lunch with Preeti and Sandyae (I can't pronounce it properly either)
We have no converstations.. BORING..
I wanted to say something but..
haiz....
I don't know what to say though...

HUM class.
Our last day although we still have homework and assignments..
The assignments and blog responses and final exam will be do it online..
So, today will be our last class.
Finally, I know they guy's name sat beside me..
Nathan..
okay, the reason why is:
1. this is a one month class... (means we will be the same class for one month only)
2. I never talk to anyone in class..
3. he is always with his girlfriend so it is better for me to keep a distance with him.. hahaha

He is not tall, has a cute face though..
Looks younger or same age with me...
ALAR.. I have nothing to say about him..

I am so sleepy today but I have assignments and notes to do..
Sobx Sobx!!

21 July

SOC class is better today.
Though it's still in the same topic but added something different.

I have to attend a poet's reading class at 6pm at the auditorium hall.
5 marks for the participating.
It took 2 hours for the whole session.
Most of them are boring but the storyteller and the guitar man are funny though.
I love the song he sang.
Actually is everyone singing..
EXCEPT me.
I don't know how to sing that song OKAY..
xP

Swimming at 2000.
The lifeguard is William, another one of the twins.
3 couples in the pool today.
HAIZ...
I wished I am blind during that time.

I talked to Tai through facebook chat box.
He told me like there is an asian market at Oklahoma City which is 2.5 hour drive from ECU.
And he asked me to go with him and his mom this Saturday.
He is just 15 so he can't drive.
I was like so shocked and asked Preeti for help.
Then he asked preeti to go with me too.
She taught me to like tell him I have exams next week and I can't go with him.
Then he send me a SAD face.
I just said sorry.
Then he asked again, how about 1st of Aug or 8th of Aug.
Okay, I can't go with him.
1st. we just met for 2/3 times.
2nd. With his mother??
3rd. 2.5 hour drive okay!!!
4th. I won't go out with guys alone as Preeti is already back to Texas after 28th of July.
I can't say no as he knows that I have nothing to do for the 2 weeks holiday and I will be alone.
So, Preeti taught me to like lie to him like my cousin will be here on Aug.
And tell him that I wil have to ask for my cousin's permission because my "BF" asked him to look after me although all these are not true.
He send me a SAD face again.
I asked why are you sad?
He said because I can't go with him and he won't be able to go out after school reopen until christmas.
Well, too bad. And I am so sorry.
I told him like you can go with your gf but he said he don't have one.
So.... OKAY lor..
I have nothing to say. SORRY.
He then asked weird questions:
1. Do you miss your bf? ... YA
2. Is he from Malaysia? .. Yaya
3. What's your phone number? I told him I don't have one as I am still underage. (50% is true and 50% is lying) I can't give him my number, I don't want to sms or talk to him in the phone. But I don't want to hurt him.. So I'll have to make up some excuses.
He then asked if he can talk to Preeti. So we just ended the conversations.

Preeti said like from the way he talked and asked questions.. She is pretty sure that he 'likes' me, but i ignore her. Hey, he is just 15 and I am 18.. Don't be ridiculous~
........ bla bla bla ........

20 July

I got my housing letter.
I have been given Briles Hall, room 565.
I applied for Pesagi Hall but... haiz..
Will need to talk to the housing and resident person in charge.
My Briles roommate, Devan Dickerson.
I thought she was a boy at 1st.. haha.. because her name is like a guy's name.
hahahaha.. SWT ..
She sms me this morning. Just say Hi.
She is white as I viewed her profile.
Friendly and nice I guess.. haha..
But I am not syre if she gonna be my roommate because I requested to change to Pesagi Hall.
Will have to see then. ^^ hahaaa

I was thinking of getting a phone but I can't because
1. My dad said it was expensive
2. I am under age

SWT la!!!!
haiyo!! I am 18 already okay!!
DUMB!! I don't want to be minor!!
Arrr....

There are another 3 camps here.
One of them are all kids. (5-7 age)
They are so cute!!
hahaa...
I heard one of them saying that: "Ah! I wanna have ECU cereals!!"
hahahaa.. cute oo..
hahahahahahhaahhaha..
but I have to queue for 15 mins to get my food lo.
hahahahaaaaa...

SOC class is like so boring.
We are still at the same topic : RELIGION!!
Haiz.... I hate these!!

HUM class, okay lo.
Just that I have assignments to do..
Haiz....

Met the twins today..
I can't differentiate them.
haiz.. I just....
whatever lar... ~

One more week left then it will be my HOLIDAY!!
hahahahahaaaaa...

19 July

Busy doing my homework....

HUM assignment:
I will need to find 4 poems by the same author then write about what makes this poet's writings distinctly his/hers..
Examine each poem for the way he/she develops similar themes and ideas, uses language in new or unique ways, develops a poetic personality that is the poet's "thumbprint".
At least 5-6 pages.

Isn't it crazy??
Do you think I can write??
I can't even write for 1 paragraph..

DEAD~

My favorite song: SUPERHUMAN!!
Nice oo...
Yeah~ Let us sing!!

==|||

18 July

Hui Xian ON9!! hahaa.. Hurray!!
I miss her a lot!!
She is my best best friend oo... haaahaa.

Talked to Amare too...
hahaha..
She is worried about me..
I am fine.
Don't worry!! ^^

Look at my Lunch ..Dinner too..
Having the same food..
Haiz...
I can't have burgers too much..


Speechless~
Have fun you guys!!

17 July

I went for swimming last night.
There's no one at the pool..
Only me, Preeti sitting on the bench, Rodney d lifeguard and another guy talking to him.
Oh no!!.. It's like so SWT ...
Swimming alone.. >_<
I said Bye to him when I left but he didn't hear me and I am quite sure.
Because he is playing with his PSP or something like that.
Haiyo.. 衰咗~ Oh, I met Ryan when I went to do my laundry.
He is asking me about my allergic reaction.
I thanked him.. ^^ hahaaa..
I wanted to say thank you to three of them: Ashley, Ryan and Miles. They saved my life!! hahaaahaaa.. I drew something and I will staple it to the RA wall secretly.
I don't have color pencils, hehee.. I can't color their faces lor..
Thank You!!!

The Taff cafeteria will be reopen during the fall.
look at this!! So nice!!
There will be 2 LCD ohh... hahahaaaa

Tai .. from the camp.


Went to Cinema for Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince
Cool.. hahaha...


MSN with chee kang and skyped with bing yang.
MISS them both a lot!!
Chee kang!! You look cool in suit!!
hahaha...
Miss You~
Bing Yang, haizz..
Worried about you lor...
Just bear with it.. Haizz..
Tell yourself that you can do it then ...
You will do fine!
Gambate!!

16 July

I received comments and emails from one of my high school classmates.
Thanks!! .. Your advise is appreciated!
I am shocked at first as we are not so close when we are in the same class.
Anyway, I won't mind sharing my stories with him.
It's a good and new experience staying here and study here.
And glad that someone 'listen' to what I've said.
hahahaaaaa...

Oh, I have class as usual.
Umm.. The class is so damn BORING...
RELIGION... Oh no!!! I hate this topic..
Anything to do with this???
Why should I have to know about this har???
haiz... The 1 hour and 15 minutes lesson is like torturing me...
BORING BORING BORING BORING ~~

Okay, talk about something fun that happened to me today.
As I said there's high school boys and girls came for basketball camp.
The boy talked to me named Tai.
He said HI to me when we met at the cafeteria.
Of course I will reply him a smile and HI too.
He is cute, umm.. and I am sorry I've to say that he looks like 'girl'.
Not Gay, just his face looks 'CUTE'..
hey, it's true!! I am not making this up and he did really looks chubby!
He came to sit beside me and we chat.
Tai : Hi PeYIn
Me: Hi!!
Tai : How are you?
Me : Good!
Tai : This is your freshman year?
Me : ya!!
Tai : ECU Fun?
Me : Ya, cool...
Tai : Bye PeYIn
OKay, there's something I have to said. I knew that he can't pronouce or remember my names but I am fine with it. No one do okay.. So no point correcting them all the time.
But preeti can't syop laughing and just corrected him.
She says: Her name is KE YIN. He looked back at me and i said KE YIN.
then he talked to his coach.. Hey, she is my cousin.
Coach: Oh, really??... Are you gonna tell your mom that you met your cousin here..
HAhahahahaaaaa... we laughed.
Tai : ya, she is my cousin! hahahaaa.
Coach : i am not gonna believe you.. hahaaaa.
Everyone laughed. Include Preeti.
Wowww... COUSIN... I am fine with that. haha..
he said: Bye Ke Lin, Bye Preeti. Still can't pronouce my names correctly.. haiz.. WHATEVER~
I was thinking of maybe I should said my name is NATS.
Easier for them right?? haaaahaaa

Then later during dinner time, we met again.
He is like HI Ke Lin!!
I Hi too.. He is like..Ke LIN right? I just YaAYyayaya.. XP
hahaaa. he is so cute man!! hahah
Not that I fall in love with him, it just that he looks cute!!
hahha... Just like my small little brother.
He came to me again.
He asked to take a photo with me...
Of course I said YES, because no harm right?
Preeti just walked away when he wanted to ask for her help to take the photo.
She couldn't believe that he said that to me.
But what's wrong?? Just friends~
hahahha... Preeti said he likes me.. hahahha
NO, just friends~ hahaaaa
Too bad he is using his camera, I can't have the photo..
I like making friends.. be nice..
I wished I make new friends when the fall semester comes.

Well, think I gonna meet him again tomorrow.
Last day for his basketball camp, he is leaving tomorrow after lunch.
I just wished like people here is like him.
Fun and friendly.. NOt too friendly though.

Swimming day~~ Hurray!!
Gonna try to enjoy~~ Wulalalala....
Preeti is not swimming, but she will sits there and watch me swimming.
Guess R will be there. hahahaaaa.

Chee Kang, I saw your offline message!!
I miss you too!!
>_<
how are you now??
How the orientation week for the freshmen??
MISS YOU a lot!!

15 July

I hate taking medicine..
It's making me dizzy..
I almost fall asleep when Professor Grasso was teaching the poems..

Oh, someone talked about HP&THBP..
Ohhh... I wanted to watch that movie!!!
Please someone... Please go with me..
Haiz....
I watched the trailer ... So cool!!!
I can't wait for this friday!!
I love HP&THBP!!! hahahaaaa

There's a basketball camp...
Highschool girls and boys are here..
We saw them at the cafeteria.
One of the guy came to us..
Asking for our names..
I just said I am Ke Yin.
She is Preeti.
And the other one is Abi.
Preeti is ignoring him.
She said because college student don't talk to high school boys..
HUH?!?!?! why not? what's wrong?!?!
She said it just a trend, no why??
WHAT!?? They just said hi! and .... I can't believe it!!
What's wrong?!? ....
Whatever.. I am International Student so.. who cares!?!? ahahahaaa..

Oh, SOC class..
Do you know what Professor Bentel is wearing?
A t-shirt and short pants..
Can you believe that?? ...
And the lines on his shirt "We Do Not Obey!"
god!! so funny man!!! hahahaaaa...
hahahahahaaaaa...
Can't stop laughing..hahahhaaaa..
class is boring today..
Topic: Religion ==|||
DAMN boring!!!
I couldn't concentrate in the class..
1st because the topic is so boring
2nd the medicine made me feel dizzy for the WHOLE day!!!!
god!!!... I just hate this!!!

Preeti wants to go to the China Buffet as she gonna leave on 28th of July.
OKAY.. I will go then.
But the only condition.. We take a ride.
We go during weekends..
hahaaaaa....
I guess FRIDAY is my best day.. I wish!!
hahahaaaa.
Harry Potter here I come!!.... hahaaaaa
China Buffet~~ YES!!! ( No allergic reaction please!!!)

Oh ya, I talked to Chin Leng this morning..
hahaha... Thanks for the compliments..haaahaaa...
My chinese IMPROVED.. this is weird.. happy though.. hahhaaa
I am happy with it!! I am serious!! hahhaaaa..

同一个月亮，同一个天空。。。
但却是半个地球的距离。。。

自己呆在篮球场上。。
看着你们所谓外国的月亮比较圆的月亮。。。
发呆了一整晚。。

I just write from the feelings......
thank you...

Summer gonna ends after 2 weeks..
And I will have 2 weeks holiday...
Okay, actually it means no one will be in the school or dorm for this two weeks..
I will have to have instant noodles every day..
Talking to no one for 2 weeks!!!!
SHIT!!!..
ALONE!!! Preeti will leave on the 28th.
Haiz.... Gonna miss her~

Going to bed at 1800.. wake up at 2000.. hehe

14 July

I have a nightmare last night.
Someone I knew well, one of my best friend.. Died!!
Okay, I know this sounds crazy but...
It's so horrible..
Car Accident...
He died... And I can't make it to him...
I am here.. US... too far.
One of my best friend told me through MSN.
They are crying and so am I.
Everyone went to see him at the funeral except me.

He died.. I can't believe this!
It's real and it doesn't looks like a dream. And, I almost faint when I heard the news.
Everyone went to see him.
He died in a crash accident. OMG!!
I thought it did happen.. And I can't stop crying.

Everything is gone.
He is my first crush so...
He's kinda like so important to me..
And.. I am far away from him..

I ignored calls from my friends and...
I locked myself in the room.
I didn't go to school, I don't eat and I don't talk.
No one knows either.

I felt that I lost everything, or the most important thing in my life.
I can't stop crying and my heart is broken.
It's like its true.
no one kidding, it's not a dream..
And I almost killed myself.

The days went by and they are killing me slowly..
And I become so sick and pale.
I wanted to go home.
I wanted to see him.
but I can't....

Suddenly I passed out.. then I am awake......
I find my tears falling out..
The pillow is wet.....

Thank god it just a DREAM!! A BAD DREAM!! A NIGHTMARE!!
I can't lose him.
Just not the way dying..
I can't mention his name, I wanted him to be safe. (SWT)

Oh please god!! It just a dream..
Nothing's gonna happen..

I have only one class today...
I felt sleepy after having the medicine.
Luckily the professor is fun today..
hahaha... or else I gonna knock out.
hahahha

saw both of them today..
umm......
I can hardly differentiate them..
Don't ask me why or how..
I am not sure....
Maybe I guess wrongly... hahaha

I hand in my SOC assignment today..
Professor said I need help with the grammar to get a higher grade.
Well, I guess I have to go to the writing hall then..

SOC Assignment, Humanity Response 4, SOC notes..
I hate doing homework!! Arrr.....
There are too much!!!...

13 July

The red balms are like almost gone.
It's only now like small spots..
Thank god!!
or else I can't make it to my class.

I went to the nurse station for the prescriptions.
They said I have to go to the pharmacy and get the medicine and the injections.
Well.. Okay then.

Oh, I have to go back to the hospital too.
They need my insurance card so that the hospital won't bill me.
But Jerry is not here today, he is off to OKC.
I can only get it tomorrow then..
I don't know why but I am still feeling dizzy.
I almost fall asleep in my SOC class..
But I try hard to concentrate because if I missed out something I won't be able to study for my final exams.

HUM class was so fun though.
The professor is like acting and so active..
We can't stop laughing when he had to act that he fell on the ground..
OMG!! hahahahha..
So funny..
and he is like someone.. My kor, Wei yang!
hahahhaa..
so funny... hahha.. opps~

Met one of the twins, Rodney, 3 times.
Breakfast.. Lunch.. Dinner.. Hahhaaa..
So funny...
His hair.. Hahaaaahaaaa.. sorry~

I waited outside for 45 for the ride.
God! man.. the heat is melting me okay!!
I hate this!!
It's taking too long..
A black girl and 2 black guys were like came to me and asking why am I sitting there.
So hot!!
I said I was waiting for a ride so...
They just went off.
When they came back, I am still there.
The girl, Felicia offered to give me a ride.
thank god!
Or else I gonna become a roasted lamb.
We went to May's Drug Warehouse to get my medicine.
OMG!!
And, I will have to do the injection myself whenever I got allergic reaction again.
GOD!! I can't believe that!
It cost $65.. (RM235) after discount from the insurance.
I was like.. HAR??
Oh god ... my dad gonna kill me...

>_<

The tablets made me feel dizzy..
haiz..
I was still thinking about what happening last night..
my 1st time on an ambulance
my 1st time to have an allergic reaction
my 1st time to the hospital in Ada....
all these are freaking me out!!

12 July

I saw someone's blog.. There are photos..
Which made me cried after laughing at them...
I miss Everyone of course!

I am worried if I can get high GPA for my summer.
A 4.0
B 3.0
C 2.0
D 1.0

Assume that I got both B.. means (3.0+3.0)/2 = 3.0
I have to get at least 3.7 to maintain my scholarship!!
OMG!! I am so worried!!
What to do?

Start doing my SOC assignments..
40 pages ... And I need to summarize it and demonstrate better to get full marks for my scripts.
>_<

We went to China Buffet tonight!
hahaha.. hurray!!
I miss the rice and prawns and veges a LOT!!

YUhuuuu... YEAH!!!
haahahha..

SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED!!
after having my dinner, my whole body felt like burning...
My neck, my chest, my face... Itchy!!
Broke out!!!
I was like itching like mad.. and the heat making me feel dizzy...
Still I have to walk for 40 mins to go back to my room..

I thought it was like maybe I just feel hot.. that's all..
But... My face breaking out...
Preeti was shocked when she found out that my face with all the red balm...
Eyes swollen..
The neck and my shoulder with red rashes.

I was almost gonna cry as I don't know what to do.
We walk to the Walgreen.
there's a pharmacy there.
We like walk fast because I am feeling worse...

I can't stop itching and I don't know I feel hotter and hotter...
The pharmacy is closed.
We just get some allergic cream and tablets.

I took 2 tablets immediately but it seems not working because I am like passing out.
We walk faster and I kinda like find it's hard to breathe..
The heat is melting me.. I looked pale..

When I got back to my room...
I quickly take a cold shower.
I can see my shoulder, my back, my chest, my lower part are all in red.
The balms are liking freaking me out.
I was like crying because I never allergic to something and this is my first time.
I was like feeling hopeless.. I am so scared.

After the bath, I am like feeling worst.
I didn't put on the cream because i can't have tablets and cream both in the same time.
It's getting itchy and itchy...
And I need a.c ....
I was like standing under it to let my self cool down.

Preeti called the R.A. for help.
because I looked so sick and I am having a headache.
Miles, Ryan and Ashley came to help me out.
They advise me to call for ambulance but I refused.
I think it's not that serious.
I just need some help.
I am scared. It's getting worst and I thought I gonna pass out.

Later, they are like telling me that they gonna call their supervisor... or.. I am not sure because I am feeling dizzy and I don't really listen to what they said.
But I don't know why, it ended up a police came to me.
He's like.. Oh, you need a medic.
Two guys came and took me on the ambulance.
They are like, you need to go to the hospital and let the doctor to check on you.
Your eyes and lips are swollen.
I was like OKAY.. I can't do anything.
I am just so scared.

This is my 1st time ... I never sat on an ambulance.
They gave me 2 shots and something... .. (吊盐水）
Then measuring my pulse rate, pressure rate...
I don't know why, something makes me feel more dizzy...
Feel like I am so sleepy but I am too nervous and scare.
My hands and legs are shaking.
The medic guy was trying to calm me down.
He is like talking to me ..
asking me some questions and talk about where am I from .. or something about me.

I was like so scared and I almost cry.
I just came here for one and a half months and I been sent to the hospital in an ambulance.
OMG!! This is totally crazy!!

I have no idea what am I allergic to.. they just give me another shots and let me rest ...
The doctor is like he will give me a injection for emergency like I have to inject it in case I got allergic reaction again.

Thank god the shots worked. My rashes are almost gone after 2 hours.
It works!! Thank you!!
You guys save my life..
Thank you.
Sharon, 1st time I see her, she came with Preeti and take my back.

Thank you.. And thank god I am feeling better now.

11 July

The twins cut their hair.. OMG!!
Totally like heng ee student's!!!
I can't believe this!!
OMG!!! OMG!!!
They looks more handsome with the 'hair' lar..
hahahaha...
so SWT!!
Can't stop laughing.. Opps.. I don't mean it!!!

Spending the whole day to do my humanity (responding to literature) homework...
So tired today.

Harry Potter And The Half blood Prince...
OH!!
It's going to release...
I wanna watch it in the theater!!
Anyone want to come with me???
hahahha..
I will be alone oh~
Preeti don't like it.. so... HAIZ...

Lalalalalla~

10 July

Wintersmith Park

我爱你们

今天的我。。。
真的很想念。。。。以前的我~

我写华语，讲华语。。。
在班上唱着林峰的歌。。
在音乐室弹着我心爱的扬琴。。。

我有一大堆的死党。。。
华乐。。我的家。。。。
恒毅中学的第一班， 我的好朋友们。。。。

一个人的感觉真的一点都不好受。。
我好想好想回到以前的日子里。。。

同一个月亮，同一个天空。。。
但却是半个地球的距离。。。

自己呆在篮球场上。。
看着你们所谓外国的月亮比较圆的月亮。。。
发呆了一整晚。。

努力着读书。。
可是我连一点动力都没有。。。
我读完了回来。。。
你们不会还是你们。。。
我也不可能再会是那个你认识的我。。。

现在的我。。。
不想跟任何一个人说话。。。
只想大哭一场。。。

再忙也忘不了。。。
思念。。

另外：
我亲爱的王子，

你知不知道
暗恋有多辛苦
但思念更痛苦

梦里的你我
只是我的幻觉
却从不会实现

突然一个人
把我现在的心
分给了你我他

虽然这不是我自己写的，不过真的跟我现在的心情很像。。。。

电脑生病了。。 不能用MSN。。你们别等我。。

9 July

Feel kinda dizzy today...

Cheer leaders camps are here AGAIN...

SOC class..
Same topic: Family & Marriage
Students are like marriage is because of traditional, do what people do..
Not LOVE!!
not me though.
OMG~~
Dating, no courtship??

Romantic Marriage.. I love that~
but no arranged marriage for me.. hahah
hahaha...

Different variations on marriage: (hahah)
1. Monogamy - one man married to one woman or vice versa
2. Polygamy - one man married to many women or vice versa
- polygyny - one man marry several women
- sororate polygyny - sisters married the same man
- hut polygyny - a man married to several women
- polyandry - one woman is married to multiple men
- cenogamy - 2 or more men married to 2 or more women (group marriage)
3. No marriage - means don't marriage
4. Gay Marriage - same sex

confuSINg..
FUn though~ hahaha

I met Clay today.
he looks tired.
He just took 3 tests in one day and finish all his assignments.
Reason why is he went to US military camp..
Away for 2 weeks and now...
he has to finish the damn homework and have the tests...
Poor guy though..

SLEEPY~

HoMeWorK + AsSiGnmeNTS = shit!!

Swimming Day...
Oh! No..
It's dating day.......
4 couples in the pool.....
SWT...
dating not swimming~....
SWT SWT!!
Can't swim!! Haiz....

8 July

I went swimming yesterday..
I saw one of the twins AGAIN.. haha
They're really cute but...
I know they're different.. haha..
Don't ever Dream BIg!! hahah

I have two classes today.

SOC, I didn't do well in my test.
And I was about to cry when I received my scantron.
It just, ....
I don't want to say about it anymore...

We talked about marriage and family during soc class.
Of course not just for fun.
It's included in the syllabus..
It's more complicated then I have expected..
Fun though...

HUM, literature todAY.
Discussed about setting and symbolism..
And the stories: 1, Araby 2, A Hunger Artist
It's boring and we have assignments to do today.
2 pages of essay writing about 1 short paragraph from any of the stories.
OMG... I can't write at first, but now.. I finished it.
But I didn't know if I do it in the right way..
I wished the vocabulary won't lower my grades.

Oh, there's a guy sat beside me but i don't he will sit beside me again.
Because I m ALIEN.

I spent my whole day in the library doing my assignment.
Sob SObx~~

Umm... BUSY BUSY!! hahaha

7 July

I woke up late today..
I have stomachache ...

Test today..
it was so difficult..
I think I can't even get B for this exam..
HURT~~

No rest day for me..
2 Assignments and 1 short essay response...
Due date 9 July..

My summer class:
Sociology
Humanity

My schedule for fall semester:
Reading Class
Freshman Seminar
Choices In Wellness
College Algebra
Computer Programming 1
English Competition 1
General Psychology

I gonna be very busy then.. haiz...

Swimming night~

I miss YOU .. MUacKx!!!
Do you??... >_<

6 July

no MSN no SKYPE no FACEBOOK no ONLINE...

STUDY for the EXAM 2..

funny things happen today
1. I fall from the stairs... LUCKILY there's no one...

2. I met one of the TWINS!!! ... and haiyo.. something happened... just so embarrassing~

3. Fire Alarm triggered... because the guy's fault... they burn the microwave..

4. I opened someone's door, when she is doing her pi. So SORRY ....

Luckily when the alarm triggered, and i was not in my HELLO KITTY pyjamas.. or else
People will laugh like mad.. hahaha..Thank God!!

I can't sleep for the whole night..
I am so NERVOUS...

5 July

The whole day doing notes and studying..
Haiz...
I am so worried!!!

Exam on TUESDAY...
And I haven't finish half of it..

I hate exams..
50 pages of notes and 150 pages from textbook..
OMG!!
This is killing me!!

Busy~ Byebye!

4 July

I woke up at 0500 today..
Made some calls to Malaysia..
Wei Chun, Foo Shen....
Just wish them all the best and good luck in performing...
But line is terrible..
Wei Chun can't hear me...
Foo Shen can't listen to what I've said clearly..
Xin Rou's is not available..
Xin Jue.. BUSY.. ( I guess she is talking to her ... haahahaha)

So I gave up calling them..
Just text them messages using Msia number.

I can't get back to my sleep....
So, I just on my laptop and chat with my friends..
Annchrist and Limtiongchun...

Later then, start doing my homework..
NOTES~~~~
haiz.. I really hate doing notes when i don't how to do it!!

I Miss Him So Much~
I haven't seen him for 38 days...
Lost contact.....
I misS him A lot!!!!!!

Independence Day..
There's fireworks..
OH~~ I love it!!
hahaha..
But it's raining so... it's affected.
.....

Transformer 2..
OMG!! I love this!!
^^
I laughed like mad ...
It's an action movie ... but it's a comedy though.. haha
I really enjoyed!!!

3 July

I woke up at 1045.. hahah.
My 1st time to be so late in US.
Cafeteria is closed so i don't need to go for breakfast early in the morning.
i spent 4 hours to finish my 1st Humanity Responses..
Okay.. The reason why I took so long is because the 2nd story is very confusing.
Murdering someone...
Ummm... It tells about how he killed him.. and the satisfaction he felt...
Everything happened in the 'cave'...
It just so horrible!!
...................... END OF THE STORY ...........................

I called someone at 1200 in Msia.
So, it means it is 0100 there..
hahaha..
I don't mean to disturb you but I just miss you and I wanted to listen to you.
Hahahhaa..
SORRY ya!!!

Okay, I won't be online .. means MSN this few days..
need to study AGAIN for my sociology exam 2..
Haiz...
I am so worried because this time the studies are getting more difficult and I am confused with those theories...
HAiz.................

Oh, school concert.. I wished I could be there.
I wanted to watch the Orchestra.
>_< Sobx!!

Oh, congrats to choir!!
My friend, WEI YANG KOR and Qiao Ee..
hahahha..
They got 1st in the national competition!! COOL~
hahahahaha...

Casper!!
I am so worried about you... How are you now??
Why can't online???
How about now??
Try to make friends okay??
Just smile and be nice then everything will be fine.
don't worry!!
I know you gonna miss your family.. just ..
you will get use to it slowly..
TRUST ME!!
Gambate!!
I'll update my blog everyday so.. you can just drop me comments at the chat box and I'll reply.
Take care!!!

Okay.. Busy now..
Miss YOU my love~

2 July

A BIG day!!

I have my placement test today!
YES!!!
I did well though.. hahaha

COOL!!

Okay, I add another summer class today.
HUMANITY...
There reason why? because I need more credit hours.. hahha
But it's gonna be a tough subject lor..
Umm..
1 month class, 8 responses homework, 2 Assignments, 1 Final Exam.
It will be more difficult compare to sociology.. HAIZ...

I have 6 classes in Fall semester.
Reading 1 - T R
Freshman Seminar - M
Choices in Wellness - M W
College Algebra - T R
Computer Programming 1 - M W F
World Geography - M W F

OMG... Sobx. sobx I gonna be crazy.. haiz..

Oh, I applied for Pesagi Hall..
So, it means I think I gonna move.
The dormitory is 15 minutes walk from the school and cafeteria.
Never mind, whatever~ EXERCISE lor...

Swimming day!!
lalalalalalal~

I have noodles for dinner.
I went to the oven to heat it up...
and I SAW him AGAIN!! Arr....

1 July

Latest News!
Friday - Sunday ... It's a holiday!! Independence Day~
Cafeteria is closed from tomorrow dinner time and will reopen on next monday.
That means I won't be have any food for this 3.5 days.
OMG!!
I don't want to have bread everyday.
>_< Me and Preeti decided to go Wal-mart tomorrow.
See if we can get some food for these days. Haiz...


Mr B ...
Okay, I heard someone called one of the twins, MR WILLIAM..
haha.. swt..
But this is the other one, A. Not B, I wanted to know the B's name.. hehe..

I got my review sheets today.
I didn't even know what is it all about.
I have sociology exam 2 next week..
Haiz..
I hate exams...
And yet this time, the exam gonna be more tough..
OMG!! i hate this.
I will need to start study from now!!! Haiz!!!
Some more I've have notes to do!! Arrr....

Bad Week for me!