30 June

I spent 3 hours in the library doing my notes.
Going crazy now...
>_<
I hate sociology!!!

Tired day...

No movies today..
Haiz..
Busy preparing for my placement test and sociology exam 2..
HAIZ...

But sometimes I did really enjoy study life..
especially summer school...
It's FUN..
hahahha...

Swimming day!! hahaha...
I love swimming!!!
That's the only thing I can do besides sleeping and online.

Speechless.....
^^ Sleepy~

29 June

We went to china buffet yesterday.
Oh, it's an hour walk from briles hall...
My leg is hurt... >_<
Its like a freak walking on the road because no one walking on the road. NO ONE.

But we did enjoy.. hahha..
We have prawns, rice and veges...
OMG, it is so delicious..
But it's a bit costy.. hehe $9.80 per person (RM x 3.7)

We went to dollar general and walgreen when we are on the way back.
Preeti bought 5 nail polishs and 2 eye liners...
It's cheap for her.. haha
I didn't get anything because I don't need it. haha
nail polish: RM0.99 - RM1.99
Eye Liner: RM 0.99

I saw one of the twins this morning at the cafeteria.
He is about to leave when we came.
Okay, So SWT when there's only 5 people in the cafeteria.
ME & Preeti.
Clay
Vanessa, Girl staying next to our room.
One of the twins.
... HAIZ ...

Class is so BORING again.
I am like going to fall alseep...
Some people dropped the class so we have less students now.

I managed to fix the internet problem.
I can't connect to the internet because i've been restricted.
And the reason is so ridiculous.
They said that I've been restricted because I am using 2 internet connection.
1st: ECU
2nd: Lohfamily (which is a home line in Malaysia)
I was like, WHAT?? It's impossible, that's my home line and now I am in US.
OMG, stupid school line!!
Doesn't this sounds insane??? Oh God!
I was so worried that what had happen to my computer...
And now??? God!!

Okay, i wanted to say something!
One of the black guy is sitting in front of me NOW!!
we're using school computers...
OMG!!! stop writting.. bye.....

28 June

No internet! Crap!!
So boring staying in the room..
Preeti is busy with her movies and I am like... do nothing!

I went to do my laundry yesterday night.
Saw one of the guy I met before.
The one that Skinny one, the one that i forgot his name.

He's like Oh hey..
What are doing around here? ALONE again??
I was like, oh i m just doing my laundry..
He: Are you looking for me?
Me: No..
He: Need my help?
Me: Oh, I can handle it myself.
He: Bla Bla Bla...
Me: ....
He: Hug?
Me: Har?
He: Hug Hug?
Me: Oh, NO.
He: Ohhh~
Me: Got to go..
He: Okay, see you, byebye!
Me: Bye!

OMG, why is he der?
And he thought that i was looking for him.
I didn't go for a walk tonight just to stay away from them but now...
OH MY GOD!!
Met him AGAIN.

I ran quickly back to my room after I've done my laundries.
I am so scared and I called my friends.
No one pick up..
Haiz.. What to do??
I made 67 calls but I can't reach anyone.
Wendy: NO
Hui Xian: ya, once, but she's busy. (won't blame you anyway)
Chee Kang: NO
Xin Jue: Just to wish her luck. CO competition.
Wei Chun: Same.
Thiam Tatt: NO

Crying~ I just don't know why.. Feel like I am ... Whatever!

I tried to call again this morning.
Okay still no one answering my phone.
but i managed to talk to hui jing.
Okay, weird right?
Because i wanted to xian xian , but i called the wrong number.
We talked .. then ...
I just...
I wanted to talk to my friends, best friends.......
No my phone balance is 0.00.
I called 93 calls with NO answers but still charging the credits.
So... I GAVE UP now.

Saw the one of the twins today.. but...
I m not in the mood.. so..
Watever!
Boring..

Good news!
CO won! They got gold for the competiton and WeiChun.. GENG!
'you xiu zhi hui jiang!!'
Oh, he is so geng!!!! Not bad lor!!
hahaha.. too bad i can't like congrats him.
He is really really GENG lar.. hahahah
YES! You did great!!!

Going to a chinese restaurant later.
Cafeteria is closed on sunday night so i had to get something for dinner.
The chinese restaurant is one and a half hour walk, GOD!
Gonna feel tired!

Miss you Guys!

I am feeling better now, so don't worry.
Take care!

27 June

Now, I can only use school computer..
OMG... no programs can be installed...
NO MSN NO SKYPE NO CHINESE WORD NO MICROSOFT OFFICE either..

I hate this...
Okay let me explain what really happen yesterday that make me freaked out!

No internet for me yesterday as...
I can't online. can't connect to the internet.
I don't know why and I can't find anyone that can help me.
I am so sorry if you guys waiting for the weekend to online.
School computers are available from 1000 - 1800
and closed on weekends.
Then i can't even do my homework!
SHIT!!!
HELP, anyone please!!!

Yesterday, i was walking in the dark...
just have a walk alone .. because there's nothing i can do in the room..
no internet and i can't online to chat and do my homework...
I met 2 guys, black ones... umm..
they just said hey, then i said.. oh HI~
then they said they're freshmen ... just wanna make friends.
then i said OKAY.
They asked what's my name? KE YIN
theirs... Mol ... ummm... the other one, i forget..
They start like asking Qs.
How old are you?
Where are you from?
Do you have boyfriend?
Are you single?
Can we hug? NO. coz i don't do it in my country.
then they asked.. don't you have friends?
I said, ya i have..
They asked.. where?
Oh.. she is in the room...
they want to come to my room and meet my fren too..
I'm so scared, so i just said, oh i will just call her to come down..
SAFER for me!!! >_<>_<

Then he asked, do you like black guys?
I said i don't know...
Oh..
He asked... do you like guys..
I said ya of course, but it just.....
then he asked do you like girls?
I HAR again... I just said I don't know what you mean..
He said: OH... you know what i mean...
then i just said.. oh.. I am not like that... Oh god!!!

Preeti came...
She's like WHAT? You hang out with these guys??
I said NO... we met and they just came and talk to me.. I can't just ran away...

Luckily she is here, we said we are going to bed, then we both left.
I had nightmares...

OMG.. I can't believe this happened..
maybe thery're not bad guys just too OPEN for me..
I need to survive here so I must becareful and make sure I did nothing wrong..
OMG... how can boys asked me questions like this?? VIRGIN???

AGAIN, I am frus because of my stupid computer..
DAMN IT!!!
Can anyone help me???

27 june,
Go for breakfast alone......
Preeti is sleeping..
There's no one then i was like..
took 2 bowls of cereals ..
8 piece of bread ..
4 box of milk..
OMG.. then someone came in...
ARR...... One of the twins...
GOD! he must be shocked as i have too many for breakfast.
Okay, that's no my fault..
1 cereal for me
1 cereal for her
2 milk for our breakfast
2 mlik for our dinner
2 piece of breads for breakfast (ME)
2 piece of breads for dinner (ME)
2 piece of breads for breakfast (PREETI)
2 piece of breads for dinner (PREETI)
Like i am eating so much!!
GOD! haiz... so embarassing!!

Teruk!!
Im at the school computer.. updating my blog and i saw him AGAIN.
I'm sure it is the same person in the morning as he is wearing the same grey t-shirt..
GOD!!
What am i so unlucky today????
and bad things keep happenning.. CrAp!!

Now... I have nothing to do.. no online..
just BORED!!!

26 June HELP

I don't know what hapeen to my internet network!!
Shit! I can't even online!! or surf net!!
Shit! I hate this!! No one can help me!! What to do???

HELP!!

25 June

I didn't go for breakfast with Preeti today.
But she get me some breads.

Class is boring as usual and someone slept in the class.
But the professor didn't do anything just like he is blind for that one hour and fifteen minutes.
BORING.
Today class is about government, political system and elite.
Oh man, it is damn boring.
I hate politics... So SWT!
But I try to listen and understand what is he teaching by don't fall asleep in the class. |||

HOMEWORK HOMEWORK EXAM EXAM ...
Stressing~

Go for swimming today.
2000-2100
Luckily there are not many people and I can enjoy!! haha

Homework time AGAIN!! 2200-0100

before that I used to be have so much free time, but now.. homework every night!!
i don't even have free time for my movies!!
oH! I hate this!!

I took 5 hours drafting my notes then 2 hours to rewrite it neatly.
Then another half and hour to post it online.
OMG.. It's killing me...
I hate sociology!!! Oh~

23 June

Oh god!
The class is too fast today and i can't even have the time to write down the notes.
CRAP!! How am I gonna score in the exam if I don't even understand what the professor is teaching now!

Boring Boring.. Homework Homework..

We have a summer party today!
Okay, before that something did happen.
Someone knocked at our door when we are preparing to go for the party.
So I opened the door... then he said: bla bla bla bla bla....
Okay I didn't get what he said but I just closed the door.
OMG!! What am I doing?? Actually he scared me.
WHY?? I don't know!! hahaha
He didn't looked scary and he is cute and nice...
I just like I am tooooo shy to like talk to him or what.
And it really shocked me... then I just closed the door.
Then I ran to Preeti and tell her someone is outside.
He knocked the door again.. OMG!!
He is the guy that played the table tennis.
So, I knew him.. But... hahah...
It's so embarrasing!!! Oh~
She went to see him and he invite us to the summer party.
Then she just said, sure! we'll be there.
OMG!! I can't believe what I've done and Preeti was laughing like mad.
She can't believe that I did that to him. OHHHHHH~~~
I am so sorry Okay and I didn't mean to. Sorry!!!
I wrote it in a piece of paper and pass it to him.
I don't want to speak to him just but I've to say sorry.
It's my fault, I am SORRY!!
He is like HUH when he saw that note.
I didn't say anything and just showing him that THE DOOR INCIDENT by using my hand.(BDY LNG)
Okay, now we know his name, Ryan.
Preeti likes him I guess, because she said that he was so cute and he looks nice when he smile..
the twins look better.. hahah.. SWT
OMG, she has a crush on him.. Hehehe...

Umm.. but there's not that fun..
Not many came for party...
They like having Barbeque hot dog, kool aid and music and games..
People like just came and have a hot dog and kool aid then they left.
Games: Water Balloon ...
Oh, I didn't play that because I don't want to get wet. hahaa...
But some of them are enjoying.. hahaha
Umm... I played with Roman... mini badminton ...
A 4 or 5 rs old kid.... Hahahaaa.. SWT..
This is tiring.... fun though. Hahaa..
Small Party
Preeti
Games: Water Balloon
OH~~~
See what happened to her?
Water Balloons
1st team
2nd team ( they won )
Oh, the twins are there... one in black shirt one in white shirt.. Maybe you can see the one in black shirt. haha. They look exactly the same!!
Steven and Roman playing mini badminton. haha

I am tired today.. I have homework to do..
Oh! I hate it!!

23 June

Class is boring today.
And I am sleepy, luckily i didn't fall asleep in the class.
As I need to concentrate to the lecture and write down the notes..
SLEEPY SLEEPY SLEEPY

Homework Again lor...

Something I wanted to say to you guys:

Wendy honey, I miss you too, we now study hard to fulfill our dreams! Okay!! I miss you! Don't worry I'm fine here. ^^ LOv3 You!

Xian Xian, We will chat during weekends, don't miss me lar, haha! I am fine here, so don't worry about me too. Keep in touch! FRIENDS 4eVer!! Okay! Gambate!! I'm GOOD here. Hahaha...

Chee Kang, hey.. I really appreciated our friendship! And I am so happy to chat and talk to you! Miss you too.. I will study hard and come back soon!

Xin Jue sis, I miss you a lot!! Gambate and do best in CO and yr SPM too. When i come back, you gonna cook for me, hahaha... Our promise! I loV3 you!!

Wei Chun Bro, My cute bro!! Gambate too. haha.. You did great in conducting ... too bad i don't have the chance to see it anymore! But when i come back, you show me again okay?? Hahah.. miss you too!! Good luck in yr STPM and have a nice trip to Taiwan.

Bing Yang, Thanks for you support and advises! I really glad you're my best friends! Study hard and sure you can make it to the overseas!! gambate!!! Take care, keep in touch and becareful when you're alone! I mean when u study at KL, okay? All the best to you!!!

Wei Yang, hahaha... bro, you have to start study kay? ... Nid a good result for a better University!! hahaha.. miss you too.. Take care ya and keep in touch!!

Amare, Lao Gong!!! Best Lao Gong I ever HAD!! hahaha... I miss you too, i make sure i will study hard and come back as soon as i can okay? LoV3 You!!! take care and gambate in yr form 6 Life!!!

Wooi Haur, I'm glad to hear that you gonna be the same uni with chee kang!! All the best daddy!! Take care!! I gonna miss you so too!! I'm fine here, so don worry! You're going to a new place too, gambate n take care oh!!

Chin Leng, I hope you can do well in your form 6 too! I'm sure you can do it! Gambate oh!! hahahah.. Will show you if I knew handsome guys with nice body okay?? I try~ hahha

SkyBEar, hey friend! Gambate ar!! i know you can do it d!! Start prepare for the next exam okay??? All the best to you and wish you luck in yr Love tingy, hahha! All the best yaya!!! take care!!

Qiao Ee, Friend, gambate in yr choir competition oh! And the same to the STPM!! Take care my friend!! You can do it!! And you will score higher in yr maths after you do more practices! So don't give up!!!

SLEEPY SLEEPY SLEEPY
I wanna sleep but i haven't finish my stupid notes yet!! haiz~

I dunno why there so many cheering leader here in the cafeteria.
I queued for half and hour to get my dinner.
I saw one of the twins today, with the tallest guy in ECU.
I think he was the tallest because i haven't seen any guy in ECU is taller then him yet!
Okay, we met Clay today.
He ignored us so we too.
He is mad, she is mad too..
Whatever, this is none of my business.

When we came back to our room, we saw a safety check note on the floor.
It stated that someone entered our room when we were out for dinner.
And our room did pass the safety check and no items from our room were confiscated.
We are both shocked when we found this.
OMG!! Someone just came in.
We should be here when they do the safety checks.
Because the resident assistants that do the safety check were guys!!
I knew that because the signature is Miles Gallop and Walka.
It should be girl assistant who do the safety check isn't it?
OMG!! That's so embarrassing!!!
My table is kinda messy because I am half way doing my notes.
And I just left it because I will continue my notes after dinner.
But luckily the others are clean and neat. hahaha.. Phew~

I continue with my notes after dinner.
It was so boring doing notes in the room.
Feel SO sleepy!
Oh, SLEEPY SLEEPY~

Blur KE YIN is back!!

22 June

MONDAY.. HAPPY DAY..

I have class today, and breakfast is same as usual.
Okay, straight to the point!
I have my final results today~
88 but considered as a 'B'...
Oh, another 2 marks and I can get an A!
Actually i am satisfied with the marks although I didn't get an A.
I studied every night and be well prepared before the exam.

So... hahahah.. I think I am considered GOOD in class. haha

REALLY?? nooo..... hahahaha
Of course there are one or two with As, but the average mark in class is 65.
So, I think I am happy with it, for now. hahaha
But not for my parents. They want me to get an A.
So I need to work harder and study everyday. >_<>

Wish me LUCK!!!

But I will definitely work harder for the other two sociology exams.

I need high school and maintain GPA 3.7 in order to get the tuition waiver..

GAMBATE GIRL~

I haven tell my parents about it.
Hope they won't scold me because I didn't get an A.
They want me to do well because my cousin, Justin can just get full A easily.

I am not him okay! And he is smarter than me!

I will just try hard okay?

Casperloo!! As what you've said, I will try hard not to XIA SUI Msia!! hahaha
Study hard! and aim for AAAAA..Haahaha...
I try to LOVE sociology and maybe i will do better?? hahah..

Sometimes it is fun but sometimes I feel boring.
But I never fall asleep in class oh..

hahaha... Need to concentrate on lecture and write down the notes.

Still facing some difficulties on listenning.

They have the slang and I don't get what they said most of the time. hahha...

Professor is teaching too fast today, and I can't really get what he said.
And yet I have to do my own notes..
But since I've the time, so it's gonna be OKAY for me.
My another test will be on 7th June.
Well, I gonna start revising... some of my notes.
And start doing my preparation for my placement test on the 2nd of July!
I need good results to gain my credits hours in fall semester.
Facing study pressure now. hehe~
I wish they (my parents) will be fine soon.
It's not that they are burden me but I'm really worried about it.
PLEASE.. That's all I can say~

Lunch... I ate 3 bowls of this!! OMG!! Haaahah...

Because they don't have anything nice today, they don't have it everyday. =='

I just like this.. hahaha.. Biscuits + Meat + Onions + Veges + Cheese + Tomatoes.. hahaha

I went to the library today, asking whether are they hiring student worker for summer..
But the person in charge is away so...
I just applied anyway and see if I can get it.. ^^

I am sleepy today but I've homework to do ----- NOTES!!!

Arrr.. I took about 4 hours to finish all the notes.

WHY is this taking so long??

Because i have to redo my own notes, there is a lot of missing part.

They are so fast and i can't do it in time.

I need to surf net to find the details and make sure what I've wrote is correct.

No one gonna help me with the notes. POOR GIRL

When i do searching, I will find something that is relevant but not included in the syllabus.

And i just add them onto my notes, because there are general knowledge part in the exams.

That means it wouldn't be from the textbook or lecture. And it might help me in my exams.

After finish all my notes, I'll need to typr it and post it on the Professor's website.

Extra 2 to 5 marks at the end of the day based on all your notes that you've posted.

I'll try to get extra points in case i did badly in my exams. hahaha... CHOI CHOI CHOI!

I went dinner at 1700.

I forgot to bring my jacket! Crap!! The sun is too hoooooootttt!!!

Oh man, I am like doing SUN BURNING SUICIDE!!
Oh, I saw one of the twins today.
I wanted to say hi or anything but... I just .... too SHY to do so.
Hahahaaa.. Whatever!

I managed to finish my notes by 2000.

Went for a walk after packing my stuffs.

Don worry guys, here 2000 is like 1730 in malaysia.
I didn't go for swimming so I need at least some walking exercise.
hahhahaaa...

wendy honey, felixy the pooh, MSIA prince , friends of mine, I miss you!!!

21 June

Called Xin rou and wish her n CO all the best for the competition.
I know they have practices all day.
So i just called on the Sunday.
I think she will be free, haha.

Oh, I chat with my jue sister last night. MSN
Missed her so much.
Finally i get the chance to talk to her for a bit longer time.
She is busy and they have competition next week, so...
hahaha... here's the chance.
hahaha.. She promised she will cook for me when i come back, and i promised i will come back to Penang four years later.
Cool right?
I love her so much.
I used the tumbler she gave me everyday and the mug that we have our face printed on it too.
I really miss her a lot.
She is my best sister, except my REAL sister. haha
They are the best that i ever had!

I was waiting for my parents to online from 2200 until 0200.
They said they gonna on the web cam when they are having lunch together at Kim Gary.
But not even one of them shown up.
I tried to sms but i don't know why it doesn't work.
Every message $0.50-$1.0 (dollars), it depends on the length.
They didn't received my sms but the the phone charged for that.
I sent about twenty sms..
To: Hui Xian (I miss her), Wendy(I wanted to talk to her), My mum (we have appointment), My dad (wish him HFD) , my sister (asking her why didn't online), Kim Chong (wish him HBD), Wei Chun (Due to some reasons).
But no replies, because they didn't even received it.
Then i waited for the whole night, because of the FATHER'S day.
I thought they will sms me and asked me to on my computer and we chat.
But NO.
I am getting mad and i was like i can just go to sleep but i wanted to wish him happy Father's Day.

I woke up late as i sleep at 0500.
I have my cellphone with me for the whole night just to wait for their messages.
I'm having a headache and i felt so tired.
Then i start sms again at 0330. To these people.
But still no reply.
Haiz.. I don't know what happen to my phone.

There's a message from my dad this morning.
Weird message. Oh, again!
He used to say that to us when i was at home too.
But it really made me cried.
I just... I don't want to know how bad are we.
I don't want to know how good you're to your parents.
I don't want to know that like you can't live any longer or what. (rediculuos)
I don't want to listen to that again.
WE must live happily!! Not saying all these things everyday.
Not that i don't love you, but sometimes you make me feel like you're annoying.
You never feel proud of us, i am always so dumb and bad.
I don't think i am mean to you as i always respect you although i don't really like the way you talked to us.
I don't think i am a good daughter but i try to listen to what you said, be nice.
It just hurting me when you said all that kind of stuffs!
You're making me sad and i don't like this.

And there's one thing that i can't stand with.
You HURT my mum, someone i loved!
Why doing all this? Huh..
Now I don't know how to act around my dad.
After hearing all the nasty details from my sister and thinking back on what he'd done, I am very mad and the level of respect I had for him has gone down to basically 0.
I didn't want to just listen from one side, and judge on what i have heard.
But this is not the first time, and.... HE NEVER EXPLAIN!!
I don't know! I just.. tired ...
When my mum suffers, i cried. I love her so much and i just want her to be happy.

I didn't know what can I do for her.
Well, she kept all these away from me as she wanted me to concentrate on my studies.
But i actually know whats happenning.
I know I can't help but it just ...
I wished I can be there for her, at least listen to her when she's sad.

I never want this to be public, it is ambarrasing.
But i just don't want to lie here and pretend that i am happy.
I hope you guys who saw these, please don't say a word to others.
I wanted this to be PRIVATE. Thanks!

I talked to wendy and hui xian this morning.
I am glad they are there for me.
Otherwise i will be crying mad alone in my room.
Thanks besties.

Back to my life here.
Umm.. Nothing special. And i didn't see any of the twins today.
Umm.. I am just not in the mood today.
i supposed to finish reading my 40 pages article, but i can't do it.
I can't do anything when i have something in my mind.
I have to have a clear mind to start reading.
I wanna watch movie now! That's all I want for now.

That's for today too. STRESSED OUT!

20 June

Sleepy day.

Chat with my friends this morning.
Kinda miss them so much.
Wendy & Hui Xian d most lar..
i nearly cried when i chat with them.
I just so happy and excited to see them online.
hahahahaha..
then i talked to Kim n Bing yang too.. hahaha..
oh, tomorrow is Kim's Birthday.
But too bad i won't be there to wish him happy birthday.
I called him but he couldn't recognize my voice.
SHIT! whatever..
then i chat with skybear, msn.
Fun oh.. hahaha...

I have assignments to do. It's tough and difficult, but i will try my best to do well.
i supposed to do it after lunch but i slept.
Oh, damn i am so tired!
I slept for two hours.
I dreamed i can't speak chinese after i came back to Malaysia.
OMG!! ahaha.. I can't believe this!
I just kept laughing after when i woke up.
Jeess.. hahaha.. SWEAT SWEAT!

Happy father's day! haha
I will never forget that.
Brought u something, hahaha.. wish you happy always.
They gonna celebrate it at KIM GARY.
OMG, my flavored place.
I've missed the food.. Oh~ >_<>_< sad
Miss their performance and my friends!
XIN JUE gambate!!
WEI CHUN all the best!!
FOO SHEN jia you!!

there's a party on wed. Should i just join them?
I think it would be fun!

Oh, I have homework to do today, so i gonna stop here.
See you tomorrow!

Miss him so MUCH!
I wished i could be there for him.
LOVE YOU~

19 June

I can't sleep for the whole night.
I just hang around at the basketball court alone. Directionless.
Came back at 0100.
I was so sorry for Preeti, she wait for me and i came back late.

Maybe because the reason is i don't have any friends beside Preeti.
I know she will be leaving after summer, but what can i do?
I will be alone again, everything start all over again.

I didn't see him today in he cafeteria.
No one else is there either.

Chat with my mum this morning.
She's so worried about my exams.
STUDY HARD!
And she just keep saying that i should have more friends.
Speak and don't just keep quiet.
Then she asked me to go get a job in campus since i have my social security card.
The purpose is to let me be more socialize.
Not that i don't want to, Preeti is not going to work.
Then?? i go alone or what??
HUH???
We fight for that again, i just dropped the conversation.
I have no idea what should i do now
I hate to be alone too. Okay?
I have no friends yet!
I'm just a freak to them. OKay??
No one will come and talk to me.
I just....

HEADACHE! I hate this!!
Whatever!!

I never want to cry again.
Be strong~

I been to the Ada Recycling Center today.
Preeti has a essay to write, she needs to interview someone, and it happen to be the person in charge of recycling center.
I just accompany her because it is dangerous for a girl to go alone.
The Recycling Center Guy, named Stan. 50 yrs old.
She interviewed, and i listen.
I took some photos.. I'm just bored okay??
Ada Recycling Center
Car
Rubbish
Trash
OMG!!

Went to wal-mart to buy some biscuits and i need a sports wear.
The shorts are so short, and i really feel uncomfortable with that.
I just bought one because i will need it soon.
And it cost me $7! Oh God, too expensive for a ME..
I bought some conditioner too.
i will need to use it after swimming. SO i just bought myself a big bottle.
$5, okay the price is reasonable.

I buy whatever i want because i need to save money.
I won't have enough money if i just pick and get what i want in Wal-mart.
Pocket money is just enough for me to survive here. haha

Now, i gonna start doing practices for my placement test on July.
And my assignments too.
need to finish it ASAP.

Sleepless NIGHT!

18 June

I met one of them dis morning twice.
But i have no idea which one.. hahah

I have class today as usual.
I was early too as usual.
Everyone is nervous because professor gonna give out the papers today.

When he said that our class mean score is 64, i was kinda worried.
He said if yours is above the mean marks, then you considered you're better.
i am so nervous, i scared i will cried out when i received my papers.

There's some changes for our marks so i won't tell until i get the final marks.
Score:
A 100-90
B 89-80
C 79-70
D 69-60
E 59-50

can i get an A?? I need to but i don't think i can make it!
We get A for 80 and above in Malaysia but here??
Sob.. Sob..
My mum would had killed me if i don't get an A.
But it is too hard for me to get an A!!
Oh god! She will never listen to me.
I needed an A...
Professor said usually students get B or C, not an A in his class.
Crap! Am i in the right class? Or what??

Whatever! I hate exams!

Lunch at 1200 and i didn't see him in the cafeteria today.
N so during the dinner time.
I took a nap at 1330.
Then i start reading my novels .. BETRAYED. Its a nice book!
And i do really like vampires.
hahaha
not because i like to drink blood but it just seems to be more attractive to me.
LOVE stories.. okay? haha

i am like moody today. For no reasons again.
I went to the library after my dinner.
Doing homework and DREAMING. hahaha
I just sat there and doing nothing.
I don't know how i do it, i just sit there for half and hour doing nothing.

I went to a place ..umm... i don't know how to name the place..
But it is near my dormitory.
And i just sat there, listen to the music and think about HIM.
hahaha..
What am I doing?!??!?! I don't know okay!! Crap!!

Went for swimming today.
But i just swim about half and hour.
I have no mood and there are so many people today.
i can't swim okay!!
And some more there's a couple.. hugging in the pool..
Oh god, you should have do that in your room, not here!
They just left the kissing part.
The lifeguard, one of the twins is duty today.
So, i saw him, but i just ignored to look at him.
Whatever!!!

And something happen in the pool.
And i...........
I can't say it here.
I don't want anybody else to know.
I just.........
I don't wanna swim anymore!
that's the reason why i left earlier today.
I just........
Oh God!!! I can't believe this!!
I wanna cry!! >_<

when i left, i saw the twins again.
both of them are here but i can't differentiate which one is the one i saw this morning, or which one is the lifeguard. Whatever!!!
I am tired and today!

No SWIMMING for mE!

峰情无限演唱会 17,18 June

一句话：帅呆了！我爱你！！！

17 June

EXAM DAY!
phew.. ..
I finished all the 50 questions, it is not that easy but not too difficult as i thought too.
Questions are confusing.

You need to understand studies and apply it to everything.
Those questions are mostly examples and you have to define it.
Tricky to me.. haha
Feel so GERAM when i don't understand what is the question is asking about!!
But i finished it fast.
i took about half and hour to finish all the questions and left the room.
We can leave when we are done, not like when we are in Msia.

I was so worried and nervous, but now..........
WHAT A RELIEF!! hahahaha

Results will be coming out tomorrow.
Haiz.. I'm afraid that i will failed my paper. hahah

I took these photos when there is no one there. haha
Hallway
My classroom
My classroom

I saw HIM twice. Kyle, i just feel so weird when i am looking at him.
I don't look at people here.
i always keep my head down... eyes on the floor.
Haiyo, luckily i didn't stared at him.
And he didn't know that i was looking at him.
hahahaha...
I saw one of them, but i have no idea which one.
Is it the lifeguard or not..
They are twins.. And i can't differentiate which one i saw first. haha

I chose to stayed at the library after lunch although i don't need to study for exams.
I finished reading The Princess Diary.
It was nice!
I love Princess Life. hahaa
Although it has nothing to do with me, just enjoy the readings.

I wished i can stayed at school when i used to be in high school.
Because i can hang out with my friends all the time.
CO used most of my time, and i have no enough time to chat with my friends. haha
Like i used to meet xin jue, wendy, hui xian, wei chun everyday.
We have practice... N AJK stuffs to work out.
Miss High School life.
I know it is a bit crazy to stay at school most of the time, but i do really enjoyed sometimes.
hahahaha... Yangqin. my loved ones.
Stayed at school but not for now YET. I am in school for all the time but i had nothing to do.
no one chat and hang around with.
I have no friends, and i just hanging around alone.

The stadium i was talking about. Kerr Center

now i am addicted with milk. hahah.. GOD! i have 4 small box each day!

my movies night came back again..
Kinda bored.
maybe.. I will go for a walk at 2000.
Cool thing! Haaahaaa..

16 June

Finally, i can sms my friends using US phone.
Haha.. I talked to wendy too.
I miss her so much!!

Feel so sad, but i don't know what can i do.
so frustrating!!
Speechless~

I went to library to study after lunch.
I have exams tomorrow and i am so worried about it.

The professor said there will be no lecture today.
We gonna have reviews.
Then, he started to split us into two groups, then start the quiz.

World's Greatest Subject: 1, 2, 3, 4
Don't stand so close to me: 1, 2, 3, 4
Crashing Symbols: 1, 2, 3, 4
That's a mores: 1, 2, 3, 4
World wide web: 1, 2, 3, 4

Everyone will need to pick one number and he will start asking questions.
Q1 = 1 marks
Q2 = 2 marks
Q3 = 3 marks
Q4 = 4 marks

You can pass it to your group member if you don't know how to answer.
Opposite group will have the chance to get points if they answered correctly when u answered wrongly.

I chose DON"T STAND SO CLOSE TO ME, Q2
Question: What is Zajonc's Drive Theory of Social Facilitation about?
I passed it because i don't dare to answer that question.
I know the answer but just i am so afraid i might get wrong.

I hate talking in the class, maybe because i am too shy. hahah
Or because i can't speak well like them.
I felt pressured to be in the class all the time.

I did not do well in the quiz.
I can't answer the questions the professor gave to us.
OMG!! I need more studies.

So i stayed in the library after lunch.
Study over again.
I borrowed BETRAYED.
A novel about vampires. hahaha
I like vampires!!! HAHAHAHAHHA...

I came back from the library at 1530.
Take a nap, hahah...
Feel so sleepy...

Dinner: 1700 hahaha
I like i am pig now.
EAT SLEEP EAT SLEEP

After dinner, i stayed in the library again.
Study again!
Since when i become so hardworking?? hahaha
I don't know.. But i will try hard and study hard!
My aim... hahahahha
Because i wanna go home. I wanna be with my friends not here.
I miss them so much!

1830, i stopped studying.
I read stories book.
My Princess Dairies
not the one we watch in the movie. It's different.
All diaries, I like it. It is nice!
but i managed to finish about 30 pages only so i guess i will continue tomorrow.
ahahha..

Back to room at 1910.
Go for a walk alone.
Sitting under the tree, listen to music.
My head is full of his memories.
I feel so lonely here.
miss you guys! all of you.
WENDY HUI XIAN I LOVE YOU!!!

Came back at 2000.
Go for swimming then.
Today's Tuesday, swimming day! hahaha
We swim from 2010-2110.
There are many people in the pool today.
So, kinda difficult for me to swim. hahaha

i love swimming although i don't swim that well.
I enjoyed it although i'm afraid of water.
hahaha..
It's the only thing i can do in the campus.
I feel relief after swimming.

Need to go to sleep as i have exam tomorrow!
Good luck KEY IN!
hahahaha

Sociology

My textbook
Dictionary

15 June

No breakfast 2day.. >_<
Cafeteria is closed with no reasons..
Bought myself a sausage burger.. Cost me $2.83
Oh... So expensive!! Wasting my money~~

I have class 2day.
Professor is cool 2day, he makes fun. haha
Now i now that his wife is a japanese.
That's why he kept talking about japan.
Comparing US and Japan.

After lunch, i went to Vision bank to collect my debit card.
It is hot today!!
Luckily, i can call for a ride.
Don't need to walk under the hot sun.

I chat with Grace and Chufue when i came back.
We chat using MSN.
haha.. they kept joking, so kinda fun chatting with them.
Tired day, Gonna have a half and hour nap..
hahahha...

Woke up at 1700, then go for dinner.
Wow, i am like a pig now..
Queue for the food again..
Still have no idea why is it there are so many people..
I get some breads with jam and peanut butter for later.
I will get hungry.. haha

After that, i stayed at the library.
STUDY TIME!! ...
So funny as i never study for my exams.
hahahaha...
Not never lar, just i am the lazy type. haha
I didn't memorize them but i just try to understand and read through for a couple times.
Still worried about my exam. >_<

Library closed at 2000, so i left at 1950.
Have a quick shower and then continue my homework.
I have notes to do...
Ke Yin "doing" homework not copy for her friends this time. haha
MIRACLE! hahaha..

Oh i dreamed I was with him last night.
So Sweet~ .....
hahaha... Miss him a lot i guess..
He is so cute... hahaha
Crazy girl dreaming all day.

Oh there's one thing i miss a lot too.
Durians.
Oh, my favorite!!!
Chee kang, i want that durian.
hahahha...
I used to eat a lot when i was a child.
Never get fever so i can have a lot.
But now~... >_<

Wanna sleep liao!
I become a PIG now.. hahah
EAT n SLEEP all d time. haha

14 June

Sunny Sunday.. hahah

Same breakfast 2day. nevermind, i love breads n cereals 2! haha

Msn Day n skype wit my mum.
Tien Hwang din appear again. I duno Y.. Don care.. hahaha
Wendy can't make it 2.
Something 2 do. But nevermind lar..
I received her message.. So cute..
At last! I can hear her voice now.
The recording is funny but i like it.
Miss your sexy voice lar!!!
So funny and i kept laughing.
My roommate thought i am crazy .. hahaha

Lunch...
The cafeteria is packed with people 2day.
I queued for 15 minutes 2 get my food.
i don't know whats going on...
it just.....there are so many people today..

I managed to look through all my notes... but still i don't really understand.
maybe i need to read for a several times then only i can understand about the topics.
exam is just around the corner... gambate!!
Wish you luck!

Cafeteria closed on sunday for dinner.
SO ... I have 2 eat biscuits n bread lor...
Kelian.. hahaha

Clay came n knocked at our door room again.
God!! He then called Preeti.
She picked up d phone but she din opened d door. Luckily, she didn't.
He then asked me 2 open d door for him.
But Preeti said that i was sleeping. (Pretending)
i thought he gonna come in again. So Scared!
He gave her a bear... He left it outside the door.
When he is gone, she go and get it.
I just... dunno what to say about.
If you don't like him, then why doing all this?
You still even talk to him in phone for half and hour time...
For me, i will just ignore him all the time.
Terrible!

Went 2 the library 2day. Searching for novels, but i still can't get one.
Then i do printings, for my paper assignment.
All 40 pages, and i need to summarize it into 2 pages.
OMG! Can I?
Title: The effects of sex education on teen sexual activity and teen pregnancy.
Kind of funny title that i have chosen right?
I have no idea, just simply pick one from the EBSCOhost.
My deadline will be on July, still a long way, but i need a A scripts so...
Need to start work earlier.
Hope i can get good results. ^^

ByEbYe~
Miss you guys. Miss you, my Prince!!

13 June

Finally, my princess n prince r free, they on9 dis morning...
Prince, Wendy...
Princess, Hui Xian...
HAhaha.. we talked n chat ...
Hui xian n i skype, while me n wendy use msn ...
hahahaa..
so tat i can call both sides.
But unfortunately, wendy don hv a microphone..
I cn't hear her lo.. Pls la, go get 1!

Went swimming again.. Hahah
Coooll...
I like swimming.. (Playing with d water~)

I watched Terminator salvation 2day.. tats nice!
I like action movies.. hahahahah
Wendy said it is boring but i don't tink so..
hahaahahah...........

We met Clay again..
he was like mad at us..
He said: " Run away from me, run away from me, or i will get u..."
OMG.. scared me nia.
I tink he is mad wit my fren, Preeti for running away from him n ignoring his call.
HAhah.. watever! Who cares.. He is nobody~~~~

Nid 2 study lo.......
My exam wil b next wed.
Worried!!! Wuahhhhhh......

I m better 2day!
Cool... I miss u guys but i gonna enjoy my new life here..
Working on it!

My dinner..

fried cucumbers, pasta, tomatoes n cucumber n fruits.
d food is not nice.. haiz!~

I took a nap at 5pm..
I m so tired, mayb bcoz i went swimming 2day.
I saw him in my dream again..
hahah.. ^^

Look at my Board.. hahah

Jz behind my bed...
I did dis... Nice?
I m boring mah... then i miss u guys..
So i jz stick it on d wall lor.. haha

My next movie: PUSH .. Cool hahah

12 June

D cafeteria is closed 2day.
I dun noe y, d door is locked!
N I m so hungry.. so we went 2 ECU centre 2 buy something 2 eat.
C wat i hv, Turkey sandwich..

It coz 3.81 dollar includ tax.
The sandwich is okay n at least i won't b starving for d whole morning.
Preeti hv fruits. She dun wan 2 hv sandwiches.
Hers is 3.21 dollar includ tax.
It is 2 expensive. isn't it?

oh we can play pool in the ECU centre.. haha
cool for them but not for me..

I stayed in room n watched movies.
I downloaded some from d internet.
English Movie: Inside Man.
Actors: Clive Owen, Jodie foster... I like them since few yrs ago!
& d show is nice! haha..

We went for lunch, burgers AGAIN. ... Haiz...
Oh, the people I met yesterday.. Asians
They sat bside us, we din talk much but we took some photos.
hahaha.. They r nice, but they r leaving 2day.
We wil never see them anymore.. Haiz..
I hv some photos, but the others are in Grace's camera.
they r nice n i like them!! they r so friendly!!
They r highschool student. All r younger than me oh~
They hv math's camp tats y they r her for 5 days, but 2day is d last day.
Grace (Parents are taiwanese, but she born in US)
Chufue (He is a Hmong, At first, I thought he was a chinese or japanese.)
Paul ( He is an american, smile all d time, he is a cute boy!)
Albert ( He is a vietnamese. & he is only 16. So young~)
& that was me~
me & Chufue
Preeti & Grace
All of us.
They are leaving.. haiz.. Y all of my frens left me? >_<

We went 2 c the games at the stadium.
But i m not tat interested wit volleyball so i left after 10 mins standing der n watching.
Volleyball games
Preeti like 2 watch sports games so she stayed.
I do laundries 2day. Wanted 2 study n do my notes, but i hv no mood at all.
TRY 2 hv anotther movie later.

My dinner is terrible 2day.
the food is horrible..
fried rice.. yew...
smashed potatoes, fruits n tomatoes n cucumbers again..
... HAIZ...

MISS YOU!

I spent my night with a new movie: 17 Again.
I wished 2 b 17 again, at least i can c him n all of u almost everyday!

Not feeling well 2nite.
I guess i nid more sleep.
Tired thinking of U.

LoV3 U

Can't sleep well at night. I hv no idea wats happening 2 me....
I want 2 go back home.
I miss everyone especially him so much.
I should hv enjoy n fit in 2 their lives but... I cn't make it.
I tried 2 do something bsides study like go 4 swimming..
But my mind is full of u all...

Love is 2 complicated.
Frens r 2 important.
Life is 2 difficult.

LoV3 U

11 June

I m a bit steam steam 2day...
U noe wat hapen last night..
I tink it is around 2am then i heard my phone rang..
i then pick it up n say yes? as usual.
but i couldn't rmbr if i had say anytink.
Woke up at 3am then, i jz couldn't get back 2 my sleep.
then oni i realize tat dis is my 012 malaysia ph numbr.
oh god, i shouldn't press d button, i shldn't answer tat cal.
OMG, my mum would hv killed me bcoz i answer calls from Msia.
the girl called, but stil dun noe y she called.
coz when i try 2 call back using US ph but it doesn't work.
SAying tat the phone number is not available.. haiz..
Stupid phone!!!
But pls don called when i m sleeping, pls... sorry!
i cn't off my phone as i nid d alarm.. >_<


I took some photos when i m on d way back 2 my room.. hehe
Something in d hall way.. haha
Welcome 2 Briles
Briles Hall .. The Dormitory
The building. Briles Hall
Look at d flower!! SO big!
nice?
walk way...
A short cut pathway..
I m like in d botanical garden.
I hv no idea wat is dis.. haha part of ECU.
ECU Band.. ahaha..
I din sleep well for d whole night, n i was like day-dreaming now.
So tired!
I hv my sociology class 2day, n i moved my place 2 another side.
Sitting next 2 a girl named Abby.
She stays opposite 2 my room but i dun noe her. hehe
Class is kinda boring 2day..
N i was so sleepy, i jz afraid i wil slept in front of everyone.
hahahha.... luckily i din.

Oh, i talked 2 jiang2 dis morning b4 class.
2 bad i cn't stay longer n we jz talked 4 5 mins...
Kor kor on9 n he wanted 2 talk 2 me, but i hv no time, so..
mayb next time^^

I skyped wit my mum last night.
She miss me, I miss her 2. hahaha
She asked me 2 speak n talk 2 ppl more n hv frens.
I m 2 shy 2 talk 2 them n i m poor in english, so........
it's difficult 2 communicate... haha
so, 4get abt it!

I hv some spaggetti, smashed potatoes, cucumber n tomatoes and fruits for lunch.
D spaggetti is not tat nice, but i'm used 2 it rite now.
Der r 2 Asian ppl come n sit bsid us.
They r asian but they r here since they born.
so... they cn't speak chinese or anytink bsides english..
Girl named Grace, n Boy named Mong i guess. Hahaa..
They r pure chinese but they cn't speak in chinese.
The girl is a taiwanese, n d boy.. i dun noe.. but he looks like a japanese or korean..
Some sort like tat.. hehehe
SO... they talked n i jz listen...
Oh, they r in highschool now...
But i dun noe y r they here....
Both of them 17, but we can c them in d cafeteria during lunch n dinner time..
we talked abt zodiac.
I m sheep, Preeti is a horse, the 2 r monkeys..
hahahahaahhahahahahahahahah.. Sorry, i not suppose 2 laugh at them..
They r nice n cute.. hahaha
I like monkeys.. hahaha
My sis, jue is also a monkey~ Cool!

I hv notes 2 do 2day.. feel so tired..
I finished it in 1hour time n take a nap later.. hahaha
I wake up late.. >_<
The cafeteria closed at 5.30pm n it is alrdy 5pm.
But i m fast so hahahaha....
I get myself ready at 5.10pm.. Includ brushing, washing my face n change my clothes.. hehahah
Then we 2 girls jz walk fast heading 2 d cafeteria.
Luckily we found a short cut way so tat we can reach der in 5mins. hahaha..
We saw d Asian boy n girl again... Said hi 2 them... haha
But we din talk much coz they r leaving n we still eating.
I heard tat they r in mathematics Camp Group, n 2ml wil b their last day.. Oh~
I thought we gonna be frens.. but.. haiz~

Burger AGAIN, tomatoes, cucumbers n fruits. Dinner is still 2 early for me.
Oh, we saw tat Clay again. (Orange guy)
He din come n sit in front of us dis time.. Phew~
But we don't want 2 talk 2 him so we quickly finish our food n ran away..
hahahaha... So funny!!

I can stil rmbr when i was in high school, i used 2 ran away from some1 2. haha
but not bcoz he irritates me but bcoz i m scared of him...
People kept saying tat he is fierce n like 2 scold people all d time so..
Sorry, i din noe tat u r so nice~ Misunderstood! Sorry!!
Then we knew each other, i stil do tat bcoz.. it bcoms a habit.
hahaha, sorry ya! But now u r my best bro mah so...
i wil nvr run away from u anymore. hahah..
we gonna say hi when we met okay? hahahah....

Plan 2 go for swimming 2day.. ahahaah... ^^
I tink if its possible, i wil go for swimming every tue n thur. for 45 mins wil do.
Coz tats d oni time i can go for swimming.
But i m not going if i hv test on d next day or hmwk 2 do.. hehe
Swimming pool schedule:
9.00-9.50am Mon, Wed
8.00-9.30pm Tue, Thur
12.00-1.50pm Fri
SAT, SUN closed.

I dreamed I was back 2 Msia again.
Studied form 6 in HEHS... Go Lunch wit my frens.
But I was in d Art Stream so I was alone, but i still c wendy n xian during break time.
they r in sc classes... n i m not.
N chin leng was der in d class acting again.. PN LIM HOOI MING
Wei yang came n chat wit me like usual..
But bing yang was not der, he went 2 somewhere else.. JPA
Later then, i go for CO practices... Xin jue n thiam tatt is der..
Wei Chun conducting.... Foo Shen kept fooling around.
Oh Chee Kang came back from Melaka, visit us during practice.
We chat n talk abt everytink..
This is freaking me out!! I cried when i sleeps.
Everytink was like a real life.. Cn't believe dis.
I m back n we r all 2gether..
Mayb its bcoz i miss them a lot...
I feel unsecured all d time.
I wan them 2 be my side. Miss u guys!
But i noe it is ridiculous so.. watever~ haha

It is cold 2day. Raining cats n dogs..
I m freezing~~ ohhhhh....